Hey boobies.
I have something serious to confess..
Sigh..
Haiya...
What the hell..
Actually.........
I.....
Got nothing better to do,
BYE.
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Wait!!
Don't leave first. ^_^
I'm here today to thank God for everything.
I thank God for all blessings, loves and warmth.
I thank God for everything I have today.
It's God's will for everything.
People who are leaving or already left us,
People who accidentally came into our life to make us happy or deliberately mess it up,
People who are meant to know us.
From the bottomest of my heart,
I thank God for allowing me to have such wonderful family.
I also thank God for allowing me to meet my besties like;
Zhengni, Amelia, Yanping, Lien, Yueqin, Jaslyn, Supan.
Sometimes, or often,
My friends will ask me is that the correct way to talk to my mom like how I always did?
I mean why not?
To me, my best friend is always my mom,
My best ATM is also always my mom,
My best companion is still always my mom.
But, the one who I can tell my problems to isn’t my mom, hehe.
Monetary problems only!
Well, I’m not really close with my dad.
Because I will never tell him my problems,
Well… actually I did…
I don’t really know what my dad’s thinking sometimes…
For one moment, he joked and for another, he started to give stern and strict faces.
Sometimes, I do hate him for his arrogance and selfishness thinking that he really owns the entire earth.
But another thought beats me because he is still my dad after all…
I should give him basic respect and tolerate as much as I could right?
But my elder brother couldn’t.
In fact, my brother had already tolerated for 16 years, trying to cease his hatreds on my dad day by day. But failed…
Because my dad will never want to admit that he’s being over old-fashioned and refused to go easy with my brother.
When my brother brought girlfriend home,
Instead of being elated, my dad went worrying about whether my brother will do the wrong things or not, discriminate his girlfriend, stop my brother from bringing his girlfriend home.
I mean, the whole entire family trusted my brother but why must he be the only exception?
Enough of my dad, I might spend 3days3nights posting about that.
Apart from my parents,
I love my grandmother a lot.
During 2006-2008 were the worst period for her and thank god that she managed to overcome all these. <3
2006, my grandfather passed away…
To prevent us from worrying, she did not cry in front of us…
In fact she cried secretly alone.
It’s so saddening seeing her being like this.
She started her life afresh with the support of my youngest uncle.
My youngest uncle then married my not real blooded cousin and his wife got pregnant even before marriage. They tried to keep this as a secret and not tell me. When I asked, they still denied. But hey, I’m not a dumb, your tummy is growing bigger and bigger.
Everything went smoothly and my baby boy cousin was born. My youngest uncle only managed to celebrate his baby boy’s first month… and he left all of us…
This time, my grandmother couldn’t help but broke down…
Because my youngest uncle is still my grandmother’s most doted son anyway.
Before my baby boy cousin was born, my mom hired an Indonesia maid to do the housework and take care of the baby.
So, after my youngest uncle left us,
The Indonesia maid told us that my grandmother often cries in her room and sometimes on the phone whining loudly, sadly.
My grandmother even said that she saw figure roaming around her room.
But she managed to overcome everything because she had her dearest baby grandson with her.
Well, too much, I should stop. Next..
Oh it’s friends…
I’ve known Zhengni since Primary 4?
I thank her because she’s the one encouraging me for everything…
The one I will never be afraid telling my problems with…
The one I fell together with and stand up together with…
The one who let me realized what a true friend is.
Being best friends but in different schools can be really hard.
But thank God again that our relationship is hard enough to be broken.
Being in different schools is already bad enough…
Now, the distance of our houses also became further...
But, we both still managed to overcome this yea, baby? ^_^
You are the best and I love you.
I shall not elaborate more on the other friends because
I love them and they knew it. Right, babies?
I'm here today to thank God for everything.
I thank God for all blessings, loves and warmth.
I thank God for everything I have today.
It's God's will for everything.
People who are leaving or already left us,
People who accidentally came into our life to make us happy or deliberately mess it up,
People who are meant to know us.
From the bottomest of my heart,
I thank God for allowing me to have such wonderful family.
I also thank God for allowing me to meet my besties like;
Zhengni, Amelia, Yanping, Lien, Yueqin, Jaslyn, Supan.
Sometimes, or often,
My friends will ask me is that the correct way to talk to my mom like how I always did?
I mean why not?
To me, my best friend is always my mom,
My best ATM is also always my mom,
My best companion is still always my mom.
But, the one who I can tell my problems to isn’t my mom, hehe.
Monetary problems only!
Well, I’m not really close with my dad.
Because I will never tell him my problems,
Well… actually I did…
I don’t really know what my dad’s thinking sometimes…
For one moment, he joked and for another, he started to give stern and strict faces.
Sometimes, I do hate him for his arrogance and selfishness thinking that he really owns the entire earth.
But another thought beats me because he is still my dad after all…
I should give him basic respect and tolerate as much as I could right?
But my elder brother couldn’t.
In fact, my brother had already tolerated for 16 years, trying to cease his hatreds on my dad day by day. But failed…
Because my dad will never want to admit that he’s being over old-fashioned and refused to go easy with my brother.
When my brother brought girlfriend home,
Instead of being elated, my dad went worrying about whether my brother will do the wrong things or not, discriminate his girlfriend, stop my brother from bringing his girlfriend home.
I mean, the whole entire family trusted my brother but why must he be the only exception?
Enough of my dad, I might spend 3days3nights posting about that.
Apart from my parents,
I love my grandmother a lot.
During 2006-2008 were the worst period for her and thank god that she managed to overcome all these. <3
2006, my grandfather passed away…
To prevent us from worrying, she did not cry in front of us…
In fact she cried secretly alone.
It’s so saddening seeing her being like this.
She started her life afresh with the support of my youngest uncle.
My youngest uncle then married my not real blooded cousin and his wife got pregnant even before marriage. They tried to keep this as a secret and not tell me. When I asked, they still denied. But hey, I’m not a dumb, your tummy is growing bigger and bigger.
Everything went smoothly and my baby boy cousin was born. My youngest uncle only managed to celebrate his baby boy’s first month… and he left all of us…
This time, my grandmother couldn’t help but broke down…
Because my youngest uncle is still my grandmother’s most doted son anyway.
Before my baby boy cousin was born, my mom hired an Indonesia maid to do the housework and take care of the baby.
So, after my youngest uncle left us,
The Indonesia maid told us that my grandmother often cries in her room and sometimes on the phone whining loudly, sadly.
My grandmother even said that she saw figure roaming around her room.
But she managed to overcome everything because she had her dearest baby grandson with her.
Well, too much, I should stop. Next..
Oh it’s friends…
I’ve known Zhengni since Primary 4?
I thank her because she’s the one encouraging me for everything…
The one I will never be afraid telling my problems with…
The one I fell together with and stand up together with…
The one who let me realized what a true friend is.
Being best friends but in different schools can be really hard.
But thank God again that our relationship is hard enough to be broken.
Being in different schools is already bad enough…
Now, the distance of our houses also became further...
But, we both still managed to overcome this yea, baby? ^_^
You are the best and I love you.
I shall not elaborate more on the other friends because
I love them and they knew it. Right, babies?
