James Seah (Star Search 2010)

 Hi all. Did you guys watched the Star Search 2010 Semi Finals yesterday night at 7P.M? Well, i did not and my mother actually forgotten to record it but nevermind. This was when i went searching online for it and took a very special notice on the guy above, James Seah. I swear he's so hot, and he brought glory to Singapore! I swear i never seen such hot guys in Singapore before, ok no offence but... out of all celebrities in Mediacorps, he's the only guy who caught my eye. I'm so glad that he managed to enter the Finals and hope that he could win or something. All the best hot guy! Not forgetting Teh Yilynn from Malaysia!

I had been spending my holidays so no life that.. i always had this suicidal thoughts inside my mind. When it comes to friends, i'm so vexed. I actually got very dependant on friends since Primary 4 when i had cliques on my own. Because i'm a lonely bitch in Primary 1, 2 and 3. Since Primary 4, i knew i could not live in school without friends. This was when i looked down on teenagers in relationships. Because to me, friends are placed above everything and family is placed above friends. I had been so paranoid and vexed before the Decs' actually started. I just felt that everyone's attitude towards me changed drastically, i found it so wrong. To now, when i wanted to find a friend to talk to, i could not find any. It's either they don't really care/want talking to me or don't even bother to reply me. For everyday, i tried to be a better friend, but fuck hell that no one gives it a damn. I considered ending my life and actually called my sister to kill me because she was strangling me so hard and she got so shocked that she kept asking me what happened. And i just cried during bedtime, i don't know why. I just felt so sad. Sadder every single day. I hope i could be happy, again.

Alright, my dog left it's training last friday and that was the day Wenxuan and i decided to give office a miss, how lucky can we be to see our dog for the last time before he leaves for training for about a few months. I'm missing him so much now. Rocky, please be sensible so that you could be home early with us again, i miss you. He doesn't even know that he's leaving and went up the training car so happily. Rocky, i want you to know that we are not leaving you and come back early. When you left, i knew that we already got used having you here in our home.

Another thing! Nerise, Fangqi and Wenxuan actually found a strayed kitten and Nerise decided to adopt it. I would like to thank Nerise's family, Sara's family, Fangqi's family, Trevor's family for contributing so much for the cute little weak kitten. I actually made the kitten a cage before Nerise decided to adopt her. But now Nerise adopted her, my effort went in vain but nevertheless, Kitty is now more comfortable because Fangqi gave her a basket, 2 bedsheets, 1 towel, 2 bowls as contribution and Sara contributed 2 packet of cats' food. I felt so happy but 2 things totally ruined everything.

1) We went Fangqi's house for maggi and the mother so big fuck please. So i fucking paid 1 buck for 2 packets of maggi, but it's worth it. But the maggi tasted so weird, lol.

2) Nerise went her grandma house for dinner and Fangqi's big fuck mother was at home yesterday that we refused to enter Fangqi's house despite she begging us. So Fangqi, Wenxuan and i went to Gemma's house. I regretted going there like wtf please. She's the one cheating and accused me for something i did not and i fucking scolded her with vulgars when she went complaining to her mom. Fuck you small kid, shut your mouth up before i tear your mouth away. If you can't take vulgars, don't provoke people. If it's not that Nerise and Yenne were not at home yesterday, you think we want to visit you? In your fucking dreams.

Lame people all around Pavilion. Can't take joke or vulgars? Move out then.
Nar.... bei.
Bye all!