Teletubbies Land

Just a story

2012-01-10T01:12:00.000-08:00

A good story doesn't come with perfect tenses or good vocabularies.

http://wenxinlimo.blogspot.com/

my story. too bad if you didn't managed to see what i wrote here previously.

hwahwahwa~

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Got to go, will continue this soon. Gotta prepare for tuition and fight for my O' Levels!!!

Enraged

2011-12-19T05:02:00.000-08:00

FadedHolySoldier
(if only i can meet you personally in real life and show you my troll face....)

I am really so proud of Singaporeans. Despite all the conflicts we had recently... Many awesome fellow Singaporeans decided to stand out for Singapore against Americans who not only discriminated us in our english and also pointed his holy shit finger out at us.

FadedHolySoldier and his fellow sup(pork)tive mates just couldn't take in any shits we were trying to convey through our youtube comments because he was born to only know what's fuck. Suck it bitch.

We wouldn't hesitate to take comments about Singlish as a compliment. Too shy to say that we are innovative? It's okay. And oh........

People must have called him nigga too many times that he was so traumatized therefore fail in life and thought we are racist when we saw his skin colour. Oh well :C

We defend, not because we think Aaron Tan is right.
We defend, because you pointed your shit-that-ought-to-be-chopped-off finger at us.

Am i the only one who thinks that some Singaporeans that responded to HolyFadedSoldier actually spoke better english and slang better? XD BE ASHAMED, U-TOOOBE DOOOOODE.

In fact, i admit that Singaporeans are harsh in words. We use Hokkien vulgarities to express our emotions. Especially anger. Because by doing so, you know it just make us feel that we are very "eh sai". Like we are as if in power of everything.

"We can say that we Singaporeans know who is Ryan Higa in America rather than you Americans know who is Xiaxue in Singapore"

" I can walk out of my house at 2am in the morning and be completely safe. But can you (Americans) say the same thing?"

People now cry because a guy who is after their body ditched them.

People now cry because they didn't get to buy their gadgets.

People now cry because they are not as good looking as others.

When you are thinking of having what other people have, spending your time thinking about relationships, begging your parents for your iPhone, wasting your time crying for not being beautiful.....

There are people who are starving, dying and lost their loved ones.

When i said starving, dying and lost their loved ones....

It is very surprising how we only think of humans huh?

We forgotten about chickens, ducks, pigs, cows, goats who can be equally happy and fortunate like we humans do. But got slaughtered in the end. For who? For humans.

We forgotten about the pain, animals had suffered for us.

Because...

God given us too much...

We should be glad that we weren't born to get slaughtered.

We should be glad that we weren't born to satisfy another animals' stomach.

We should be glad that we were born to live, to smile, to speak out.

To get educated. To get married. To find love.

Have you ever helped anyone in your life before?

Fengshui

2011-12-13T23:02:00.000-08:00

Was trying to clean my room when i found out it is impossible. My father follows Fengshui so there are limitations to whatever i want to do to my room.

I remembered how mad i was 2 years ago when we were shifting house.
Fengshui master said that i can't paint my room pink because of some fengshui issue.
Like seriously?! But it's okay. I decided to paint my room blue.
Then my father started to make a big fuss over it, like blue is dull etc.
Lol come on papa. If there's like dark dull blue there is always light blue.
So ya in the end?

My dad made the decision by painting the most common colour ever - WHITE.

Fine. Like he was paying for everything so i didn't bother to argue on after that.

Ha ha ha. Then i was too naive to think that i have the rights to design my room.

In the end?

My dad was too stingy to fork out the money to renovate our rooms.

He only renovated his damn toilet and whole bedroom which is why his bedroom and toilet look way nicer than ours.

THEN, i thought he would at least allow us to remove those ugly brown cupboards left by the previous owner. In the end?

He said those are good woods, we could keep it for good use.

(since those are good woods, why didn't you chop those wood down and decorate your own room?)

Like wow right? Then to match those ugly brown cupboards, he decided to do a brown table for me as well. He knew i was super unhappy. He gave in and do 2 white shelves for me. Come on lah papa, like seriously? And then he also decided to paste up white covers for my cupboards which i didn't bother to make noise ANYMORE...

So basically i had no say for my own damn fucking room....

1 thing he made me happy was....

TO CHANGE MY DAMN TOILETBOWL.

At first he say until toiletbowls need not change until i was unhappy for days then he decided to change it.

BUT THEN? He went to change his toiletbowl as well.

LAMEEEEEEEEEEEE

And i also want to thank those contractors who don't even know how to design a house properly.

My dad is more chinese oriented. But he also wanna go for a lil western.

Hence, i could conclude that my house is screwed. With no particular theme.

Especially when we have to accommodate with Fengshui.

But ya Fengshui is a MUST thing when you're shifting house.

So i was actually trying to clean away those stains left by my books on my wall.

I went to search online and found a few solution.

1st was to use a eraser to remove those stains. It did work a little.

But not recommended.

2nd was to use baking soda and damp cloth, i was so lucky that my walls weren't ruined.

So conclusion:

TO REPAINT YOUR WALLS.

So it is like 2 years since we moved in. I hope my dad would fork out some $$ for renovation or at least my room.... No way i am gonna touch my savings for it. ^____^ Gonna initiate a protest against my father..... Gonna show him how unhappy i am with my room even till now. I don't mind my walls not being pink because of fengshui but oh my god can you please remove those so called good woods. It is so not nice to see and nothing to match with.

If you are my goodfriend and you didn't knew that i like always liked pink...

You're screwed with me.

Because i like pink like since.. forever......

I didn't really show out my obsession for pink because i don't suit pink myself in terms of real life and fengshui. So ya black/white is my alternative colour then..

I know my blog posts are boring but i find it no point putting like more pictures than words in your blog because....

Probably because i prefer people who read my wordy posts because this shows that they appreciate whatever shit i wrote.

Gonna start my protest by throwing my stuffs aside and leave those buey tahan spot for my father to appreciate. :)

2011-12-06T04:18:00.001-08:00

I decided to try out this online chatting thing since Alicia had been tweeting about it LOLSo this is my fun and new experience. I guess this is just a website for those lonely men and women out there who wants sex. I am now chatting with this Indonesian guy who type so fucking slow that my grandma can beat him easily lor.

Holy shit i realised i did not save my first few chats. I don't know which folder did i saved to. Buts its alright.

I started this thing not knowing what to say except for hi, how are you? But the person soon replied me this "19, f, mabula (i forgotten how should that place be spelt lol)". At first i didn't know what it means but after the my smart cells decided to work up. Stands for 19 year old, female from this M place which i have no idea how is it spelt like. So i decided to reply! But she fucking disconnected me.

Its alright! Then this girl from Australia talked to me. She introduced herself as hi, asl. Which again i have no idea what ASL stands for, so ya stands for (a)us(t)ra(l)ian.. LOL fuck life holy! I just realised asl is not for australian but who cares!!! So I quickly typed "21, m, bangladesh". She disconnected me immediately -_-

So i got bored with being a Bangladesh 21year old. I decided to play China hoping that it would out better but......

As usual, i got ditched.

Interesting picture up next. I am talking to a 20 year old sex maniac from India.
Vivien and i played this guy together and LOL. We are speechless.
He is dying to fuck someone online lor i swear.

So i decided to give him a youtube link of my favourite youtube singer Katie!

Warning: I do not have the intention to humiliate or insult the youtube user, if i offended you with this, sorry.

I thought he would be freaked out. But look at his reply. So i scolded him "fucking horny bastard" and disconnected him LOL.

So i fucking met this bastard below. And see how we quarrelled.

HAHA LOL!!!!!!! Who cares about how long your penis is.

Overall i had fun playing people there. But the guy i am talking to now is so bloody sincere.
He gave me his picture and FB. But wtf i don't know how to appreciate it. Go give other girls who are dying to do b(R)owjobs lah. I feel so bad playing him LOL. I feel like disconnecting him but i feel so bad! Too bad Indonesians are not interesting. L O L. Speaking about b(r)owjobs, maybe i should try being Steven Lim. Not bad! I will edit later on when i hook up more funny ridiculous shit heheheh

Why calling yourself a bitch is sinful

2011-12-01T20:28:00.001-08:00

1. You're calling your mother a dog.
2. You're telling people that your father fucked a female dog.
3. You're definitely not showing any love to yourself.
4. You're disgracing the entire mankind in the whole entire big ball earth.
5. You're one piece of fucked up shit.
6. You're screwed.
7. Hence, you should be that slut who fucks everywhere.
8. You think you cool? Think again with your big ass, pea brain, slut face.
9. Despise yourself.
10. Never call yourself a bitch again and love your mother who brought you here.

M.O.N.E.Y

2011-11-21T22:44:00.001-08:00

Yes, money. We cannot survive without money.

Many of you may think that whenever i need money, i ask it from my parents. The money i borrowed to people comes from my parents. My parents don't give me much allowance, i have 30 dollars for a week. That isn't a lot, well at least for an average secondary school student. I don't really have to take fork out a lot for my transport fare because i have my mother to drive me to school in the morning as well as my younger sister who has to travel from Bukit Batok to school in CCK. After school, i would either walk home or bus home with my friends. I don't really go out after school with my friends because i know i would end up spending all my money. That resulted to me not heading out often during the weekends or holidays as well. I have my allowance monthly and my mom would bank transfer me the money instead. I had set a limitation to only withdraw a certain amount of 40 - 60 dollars per month. So i am able to save 60 - 80 dollars for the rest of the month. Hence that is the reason why i often grumble why i didn't have money with me the rest of the week / month. I save my red packet money, the money i earned from online, my birthday red packet. Going out kills, really. Whenever i decided to head out with my friends, i would ended up withdrawing the most 100 dollars. Luckily i only go out with them like once in 1 - 2 months. Before end of year, i bet i didn't went out with them for the past few months. But i admit, money is one issue and social pressure is another.

For some reason, i put family and friendship as my priority which money might come first or after family for many of you. Probably because i am more of that sentimental type. For a littlest thing someone can do to me means the whole world to me. I would talk more about bonds than money. Whenever my friends has money issues and i lent a helping hand, it is not because i wanna boast about my money but because i value this friendship. I am not those type who would treat my friends and give them monetary advantages when i said i value friendship more than money. Why? This is fucking not true at all and the friends would only be with you for money's sake. Which some dumbfucks thought that they are loving enough to have many friends around them. Despise yourself, bitch.

I am not frugal at all. I spend all my money on food and cab fare. Because what is life without food? Cherish what you have and what you CAN have. Money don't stay with you forever. When you're bound to lose everything, you WILL. For cab wise, i tried to control myself and thankfully, i did.

Saving money may not be easy, borrowing them to others in your own initiative is the hardest thing to do. But remember that your money will not cry or miss you the day when you are gone. Family and friends will.

Life..?

2011-11-12T20:52:00.001-08:00

I wouldn't call myself a shy because i normally just betrayed myself and turn into another person when i am with my best friends. I am not anti-social either. Just that i don't know how to express myself at times. I mean i don't know how should i react to certain people and i am definitely not a topic starter. I love to gossip and say people behind their back like i am perfect. Which obviously i am not. When i say i hate this person, i mean it. I will "bash" her to every bits as much as possible. I am dangerous.

Halloween!!!

2011-11-11T06:32:00.001-08:00

BLOG BLOG BLOG! HI I AM BACK WASSUP.

Gonna blog about my Halloween night! We were somehow tricked into a real Chinese cemetery near Looney Road. I swear we didn't knew a single shit about going to a cemetery lor. We were directed there through a cheapskate bus. That feeling was so... mixed lol. At the bus i was quite certain about my bravery until i saw those graves around with incense papers and praying stuffs. FAIL EVENT, FAIL ACTORS i could say. I only picked out a few pictures that i think the actors can still make it lol otherwise you would be like seeing their eyeballs etc. This event is so cheap!!! They told us to keep our cards for souvenirs, we were so excited UNTIL they told us the souvenirs are a piece of bravery cert and holy water. LOL HOLY!

The one at the left so hansum right!!!

Ya, this one!!!

Fail... Pontianak? I think so.

Dear xxx, are you hansum without that mask?

Wenxuan and my mom with the xxx who gave us holy water. LOL

Then i saw him again halfway through my bravery journey

I hereby announce that i am a certified BRAVE explorer!!

This was the part where they had BABY DOLLS(!!!!) around them.

Aw, ghost gets emotional sometimes too right

This marks up the event! Ok back to my drama!

2011-10-07T03:15:00.000-07:00

What....? I'm always cool.

IT'S THE EXAM PERIOD, FUCK YOU.

2011 life

2011-09-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

HI! Today i am going to blog about 2011! Time flies right, it's already September!!!I became a Kiss Me last year, late October. Then there's this period of time during February, i can never describe my love for Khunnie because he replied me on Twitter. I was dying for Alexander, Eli's or Kevin's reply. And it was also the month when Alexander and Kibum withdrew from U-Kiss. Then i came across Justin Bieber's Never Say Never and became a Kiss Me Belieber this year, around April. Then during early June Holidays, Luo Chao Long aka Ian Fang had a sudden appearance on C.L.I.F. I was his fan the next day he appeared on C.L.I.F and was dying to see him during my visit to Republic Poly for some useless POA course. But luck wasn't at my side, it was his holidays as well -_- On August, Ian tweeted me on his own accord once and replied me once. But yeah, he wasn't as famous as he is now. I see his followers grew from 200+ to now 13,000+. On the same month, i also fell in love with Pchy, a Thai singer who acted in The Love in Siam with Mario Maurer and they were in love. They are probably the first pair of gays i want them to be together so badly lol. Then a few days ago, i was obsessed with Hong Kong actors like Bosco Wong, Kenneth Ma, Raymond Lam, Ruco Chan and much more. So yeah, the conclusion is: there are fucking hot guys everywhere.

Busy day tomorrow. Lessons till afternoon, baking with Vivien after that, take my goods, cut hair, Jaslyn's house to party and overnight after that. Wednesday gonna be so dead sleeping at home.

2011 LIFE:

Wenxuan's 10th birthday 2011

People with party hats!

Didn't managed to capture a group photo that day.

Chinese New Year 2011

My grandparents and my parents.

Then we went for a walk at Sentosa a week after Chinese New Year

Mom's Surprise Birthday Celebration 2011.

Surprised mom with her old friends, colleagues and relatives!

P.S: Didn't realised i got the wrong photo lol

Phuket Trip 2011!

Really wanna visit Phuket next year after O's with my friends!

Wai-Po's birthday celebration 2011!

Dylan's mini pool table and a Longevity Peach cake

Cruise Trip 2011

My dad and Wenxuan fooling around with the robes LOL!!!!!!

Then we tied my mom up and she bloody cried LOL!!!!!

I took photos but.... LOL super duper x100 retard @@@@@@@

Amelia's Birthday Celebration 2011.

She cried lol!!!! She bloody cried because she was too touched LOL!!!!

Then Gracie and Scotty came to Myra's house. A few weeks after Coco left... /:
I miss Coco. But yeah Gracie and Scotty left after a few days too. By the way!!! The black body behind the cute dog is Scotty. Not some weird multi-colours dog lol -_-

HAHA SUPER UNGLAM BUT ITS ALRIGHT.

Geraldine's youngest dog, Baby.

Oldest dog that has legend nails. 11 years old this year. Jacky LOL

WCS and friends 1st Fanmeet 2011 (FAILED LOL)

there are still alot more pictures but i am super duper lazy to upload.

So yeah for Edwinners:

I swear she is very very pretty, Elizabeth Lee

AND IAN FANG!!!! :)

Justin Peng

Pat Mok

HANSUM RIGHT

BYEBYE!

A crush

2011-08-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

Hey you know what? I love sitting behind you watching every of your moves. No, i am no stalker but because i enjoy every seconds watching you. You're so damn amazing. Damn, how can you be on my mind 24/7? You are the reason why i go school no matter how much i dreaded school.

Hi people! I just had my 15th birthday on Monday. Thank you people for that awesome day. Sigh, whats wrong? Recently i felt so out of place and as though you guys hate me a lot. Sometimes, i don't think we are good friends because you guys couldn't take any joke from me. I know i'm kinda like a weird dick sometimes but all i wished was just laughter. Whenever i talk, no one seems to give me a damn. Whenever i'm missing, no one seems to even care. Whenever i need someone to talk to, i couldn't think of anyone to talk to because no one tells me anything like you guys used to. From that day since one of you sent me a message saying that you guys forgotten to wait for me and went to lot one, i already knew i wasn't important at all. Why bother? For what i am, is just like another companion in the clique, just as when you guys needed me, i finally exist. Did i changed? Or was it that i cared too much that when all of you are laughing and having fun, i'm crying over here? I really hate this.

To be continued.....

2011-08-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

I am willing to put down our primary school grudges here....

We promised to go to the same school. I was naive enough to thought that i found my best friend. A friend who was ready to conquer my secondary school life with me. You did. In fact, you did it the other way round. If you could recall our first day in secondary school. I bet you don't. I went to this school with you, only you. I went to that class with no one. But do you remember how was it like? I was completely ignored by you. I was left behind so badly. When I talked to you, you didn't want to give me a damn. Yes you, I bet you know who you are now. Till this day, I remember clearly how that feeling was like and what you did to me. Gradually, I found my own peers in my class, my best friends till now. You found your own friends in your class. We went seperate ways. However after a period of time, you left your clique because they didn't like you. Who was there to go through all those shits with you? Who introduced you into the clique of hers? I should have just left you and laugh at you, throwing these words at you, "hah, retribution eh?"

-to be continued-

2011-07-28T22:43:00.001-07:00

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Term 3 Week 1

2011-06-30T21:52:00.000-07:00

Hello. I skipped school today again. Partially because of what had happened yesterday, partially because of some classmates issues and partially because of my jab yesterday. No worries, the jab is a type of jab to prevent cervical cancer, nothing big.

For what had happened yesterday, i told every thing to my parents. They advised me to get transferred out of the class or transfer school. If i choose to transfer class, which class can i go? 3D is my only option and i am pretty sure that only Yueqin would want me to get transferred in. If i were to transfer school, where can i go? Private school was what first came to my mind. But i want my very best friends. Yueqin Jaslyn Supan Yanping. They are the ones who made my day everyday, they are like... the top few of my priority. Although we always have misunderstandings and little quarrels. I think and think and think, how am i supposed to stay in 3C? For why i decided to skip school, 2/3 of the reasons are because of 3C. Afterall i still have 1.5 years in Teck Whye. Yesterday, when someone told me that two poor female teachers cried because of us, i feel so.... i feel that my heart literally dropped or ached a little because this shows that they care so much. Even now i have this urge to give them tight hugs. This is common, well maybe to girls.

Also, can someone tell this classmate of mine thank you because she made me feel like i am a total bitch? Now she gotten what she want, i hope she become what she said me behind my back. And also a big thank you because she made me realised that my best friends were always there for me. Yesterday while i am telling them about this issue, Supan said this, "Don't worry, you still have us." I was stunned LOL totally. Why should i care so much about this damned 3C? This class can't further bond seriously. With 1/2 of the class filled with people who fight over little issues unnecessarily. And it seems like 3/4 hates me and i hate 3/4 of the class. This is shit LOL! I skipped every activities that involves 3C. Like Apex Day, Sec 3 Camp, Maths Trail blah blah blah. Thank you 3C, you made me feel like the most pathetic human ever because i hate this class to the extend that i want to box some of you. There are many things i can't really post here so i think this is it. Bye all! Have an awesome weekend!

I SAW AN INDONESIAN AND CHINESE MAN HUGGING BEHIND MY HOUSE AIYER.......

Friendship

2011-05-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

Sup! Proper post. It's a good Friday!!
My heading is so clear using my laptop but so blur using my computer. Why ah?
Had a short talk more laughing talk with my friends today.

I wonder did the person from dictionary.com betrayed his consciences typing this definition.

A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. A person who gives assistance; patron; supporter = F.R.I.E.N.D

Ya right, a person who gives assistance for whatever fuck you're doing? Ya right, tell me that if your friend is willing to give you her snacks and drinks when she is hungry to the extend that she is dying or anything or maybe to die for you. Well, friend. Just someone who accompanies you for whatever you do and wherever you go. Someone that you will like, hate, like, hate. Something that can piss your fucking day off sometimes. That's my way of defining friend. Maybe. Then probably no one has got a friend.

Something that you see everyday may not be what you can see inside. Like... Seeing me being happy everyday, doesn't mean that I'm happy inside.. Something like that. I admit that the friendships between me and my friends or what they called "sisters" are so fucking fragile that... We can break up anytime. Seriously, LOL.

1 year, 2 years going to 3 years.

2009, 2010, 2011.

Are we really close? We never had met each other to go school together, to have breakfast together before school, to skip school together and just have fun the whole day and so on. Till now, some of you are still reluctant for all of us to visit your homes claiming that it is messy or whatsoever. Does that really matter? So what if it does? How will it affect anything? LOL. After school, our lives are completely... you go your way, i go my way. You don't interfere my personal life, i don't interfere yours.. Are we really close? Like what SP said, big group tend to have sub groups in between and 2 or 3 will be closer. Yes big group... From 8 to 7 now 7 to 6, 6 to 5, 5 to 6, now from 6, we're left with 5. Sooner or later, 1 will leave and left 4. Another leaves and left 3... Then 2.... 1.... 0. Then we are really going on our separate ways. When you guys wanna say about my bad points today, I don't feel like listening. But somehow we still can't be truthful towards each other, can we?

My blogging mood flew oh fuck. Ok bye!

Oh by the way, i really don't know what to buy for my mom during Mothers' Day.

But i actually thought of what should i give to my Grandmother during her birthday LOL!!!

Somebody wrote this:

WHAT IS A FRIEND?

SOMEONE WHO LISTENS

SOMEONE WHO TELLS

YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF AND

YOU LISTEN AND APPRECIATE IT

SOMEONE WHO YOU WOULD BREAK

ALL APPOINTMENTS TO BE WITH

SOMEONE WHO ARRIVES UNEXPECTEDLY

AS YOU ARE GOING OUT AND YOU WANT

WITH ALL YOUR HEART TO TAKE THEM WITH YOU

SOMEONE YOU DON'T WANT TO LEAVE,

NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME

YOU HAVE SPENT WITH THEM

2011-04-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

i wish i am the old lady up there.

i wish i could give birth to someone like him next time

i hate blogger uploader, their quality is so shit.

now do something about it.

iloveukiss

ilovejustinbieber

iloveyou

MYE next week, goodluck!

WAIT! don't forget my new love from X-5, Zin!!!

2011-03-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE GI KWANG!

i will use back to basecode template when i'm free cuz this blogger template shit is driving me crazy. i want to do a full u-kiss one, you know??? i hope i have the time do cuz school is seriously draining me. my life is taken away so badly though i look so free. exhausted everyday. lack of sleeping and insomnia is making it worst. i might just fuck off and die someday. i can't nap fully in the afternoon cuz my awesome family is seriously so damn noisy and enjoyed being an ass.

IN CLASS, i can't concentrate either thanks to some of my awesome classmates. seriously, i don't see a need for you guys to disturb the lesson when the teacher is teaching. because of YOU guys, we have to stay back for more lessons. seriously i could just use the time to go home and nap okay? because of YOU guys, teachers are having such a bad impression on 3C, YOU guys enjoy it? sorry i don't. i admit i do talk during lessons, but at least i don't disturb. YOU guys enjoy being a nuisance? sorry i don't. it's okay if YOU guys don't wanna do well in exams, but we want. YOUR constant disturbance in class is seriously pulling down not your grades but our grades. Aren't YOU guys guilty???? or rather, shameful???? we, your classmates doesn't voice out in class doesn't mind we don't mind. stop being a fool or monkey in class please?? i mean... defying the teachers doesn't make you guys look cool or handsome?? :/ oh and that brings down your level of maturity totally LOL.. please, at least let some teachers compliment us or something leh. i believe we're not that bad after all.

and now i have to do english GROUP work myself. wtf, it was supposed to be GROUP work.... and skip my favorite show. ah, be super guilty my groupmates. -____-

who don't rant?

2011-03-02T18:33:00.000-08:00

initially am going to phuket to celebrate my dad's 44th birthday.

fuck ya he don't appreciate our arrangement n refused to go.

now? fucking cancelled. if he's so selfish, i doubt we're going macau too.

let's don't even fucking mention korea.

frankly speaking, i only want to visit dongdaemun market for idol stuffs.

ya and thailand for their cheap goods. but my dad fucking spoils everything.

i will go myself when i grow older with my own $$ with my mom.

since she's always the one wanting to bring us overseas but fucking SPOILED by you.

i don't need your fucking help, MY FATHER.

bring us out.. bring us out.. since when you even fulfill it?

ya.. bring us out n torture us right? :)

go sentosa, instead of playing, you made us fucking walked the whole sentosa. =_=

walk nevermind, fucking tell you people not feeling well already,

SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.

44 years of your life, what you learnt is scolding right?

when people meant well, you also fucking scold.

no you don't fucking know how hurtful is that because no one ever does that to you.

you have the mouth to say people but never yourself, what's the point?

all you know is to scold and say others.

seriously, you think you're perfect?

sometimes i hope youngest uncle was my father instead of you.

at least my youngest uncle doesn't drink, doesn't smoke, doesn't scold like you, matured, understanding, easy to get along, unlike you la my dad..... you're not perfect the way you thought you are....

seriously, can you please change? living with you is so suffering.... so suffocating....

2011-02-26T03:43:00.000-08:00

CR: ukissmekevin

I cannot believe and take that fact that Alexander and Kibum are leaving U-Kiss like that. I was kinda of speechless cuz i read the news in school immediately after it had been announced. From Not young / I like you > Man man ha ni > Bingeul Bingeul > Shut up. I know it's pointless bashing NH Media further.. But aren't they too much? The boys are perfect in their own ways. If they think that it's too much to have 9 members, they should have compromised within themselves.. Personally, i think replacement IS DEFINITELY NOT gonna help them, instead they might ended up losing more Kiss Mes. Enough about that, i don't like it. Mixed feelings. The whole of U-Kiss will be performing together for the last time for their Medan Showcase. All the best, boys. Indo fans, please cherish the stage and cheer as loud as you can k. Cannot imagine the scene. Hopefully some clear fancams will be uploaded. But i really hope Xander and Kibum will be back, really.

"Hey yo check the way you speak and the way you sound, being like a freak invading my soul"

I will miss this. Very very much.

Click if you want Xander and Kibum to be back.

Why not give it a try or help us? Thank you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM AND CL!!! <3

A surprise party for Mom yesterday night!!! It was a very success one, thank you Aunty Lyn, for the great plots and arrangement. Mom was really happy last night, this shows that our efforts did not went into the drain. My blogging mood flew. Ok let me summarize yesterday.

Yesterday was my happiest day (apparently) lol. Maths paper was a killer one, tough only!!! And forgotten most of the stuffs for Geography paper. Hopefully i will do well or pass please. After school, joke with friends. Saw a ridiculous younger brother hitting his biological sister. Sorry but i can't tolerate this, who are you to hit someone who is older than you? Worst still, in the public. Especially when your sister is so old and sick? I understand your current plight but PLEASE, do not vent anger or maybe distress on someone who is ill by hitting and scolding. Not only you're throwing her pride, you're hurting her so deeply inside. CAN you imagine someone who is around 60+ crying in the lift saying that she's very pathetic because she got hit and scolded everyday by someone who is younger than her. A younger brother who does not even show basic respect, be it at home or public. So, show your kindness by contributing canned foods, and so on to that aunty. She has difficulties walking too. So Amanda, Jaslyn and i decided to send her home. Went to collect my bouquet of flowers after that. Bye~

2011-02-05T22:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEADER JUNG YUN HO

♥♥♥

Warning: You might just damn it fall in love with U-Kiss after this post.

Just joking. My blogging mood just ran away again.

Anyway, i like how idols show their unglam sides during those sports variety shows.

Like hell, we fans don't find it unglam but cute.

Dongho ones were released for Idol Athletic.

Not unglam at all, it's cute...

For us.. Kiss Mes? Dongholics?

Anyway am just waiting the day U-KISS is back lol.

Waiting....

Waiting.......

Waiting..........

Still waiting........

I miss U-KISS........

Changes

2011-01-25T22:38:00.000-08:00

Hi bloggers!!!

One question: People really do change right????
People who looked totally innocent in my primary school can become like one chaoahlian in the street now... And people who look like one chaoahlian in my primary school become so innocent now. Everything went vice versa, so impressing lol....

kinda tired of life upon seeing how people really are...... seriously why are people like that???
no matter what i do, just wont make them feel at lil blessed or something lol.

everyday, i am twittering my life away........................
weird.... we used to blog our life right??? now, i dont see any ass updating their blogger daily.

kinda into 4minute and 2ne1, their songs are awesome.
not forgetting miss a, fx and girls day hahahahahaha.

and.... U-KISS!!! ❦❦❦ (got this @ crystalcxhz@blogger)

just oh my god... how koreans produce such talented cuties and sweeties.
hohohohohohohoho. i like JQT's gajin too, she is pretty. yea.. pretty.

just watched newmoon though, not very detailed. if i doesnt read their storybook, i dont know what the hell am i watching about lol. nothing more to blog, gonna do my homework now.

oh yeah, lastly support pinktiedtrend.blogspot.com!!! ^^

byebyebyebye

Jerks

2011-01-18T02:19:00.000-08:00

Wazzup!!
It's the.. 14th day since school reopened! School life is still manageable so far so how's yours?
Apologize for the lack of updates because i tweet my daily life away instead of blogging it...
My computer is down currently and am using my sister's one and her keyboard sux a lot.

Oh, just ended tuition and done my homework, good gal as always haha joking! Anyway life in 3C went pretty smoothly just that there are bastards that MOST OF US dislike. Look, i emphasized on MOST OF US. Well, we got banded for most of the classes and time is flying very fast. I got labelled Band 1 for Physics and none of my friends are taking combined Physics! Friends who are taking combined Physics are labelled Band 2.. Been really unlucky because for whatever i do not wish to be inside or picked, eventually got inside or picked.. And for stuffs that i hope i am pick eventually did not.. And what's real upset is... I got labelled Band 4 for English!!! Just how the f*ck i did that LOL.

MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!!!!!!!!
DO YOU KNOW..........
IT'S LEEKISEOP'S BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY??????
And SUJU'S KANGIN!!!!!

KISS MES ACTUALLY TRENDED #OHMYKISEOP TO #1 WORLDWIDE!
I'm really proud to be a Kiss Me sometimes because things are always organized well by Rocketboxx or U-Kiss Fanbases. This is awesome.

Dearest Kiseoppie,
I guess you must be really tired on your birthday right? I know 2 flights aren't easy at all. Please take care of yourself and continue to be so dorky and pretty. Please don't download any X-Rated films at Soohyun's laptop anymore! Please take a very good care of Xander and yourself and Kevin and Eli and Kibum and Dongho and Soohyun LOL. And lastly, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.

Oh lastly i wanna rant about my teachers a bit.

First my mother tongue teacher, oh god she is a bias shit! But thank you for seeing my hard work and allow me to change back my seat. BUT i haven't forgive you for this sentence, 'i can be soft to you guys but i MUST be hard to her' THIS SENTENCE. Okay basically the her is me and it's translated by me. Wenxin Translate. It means like treating me using hard ways and towards the others in better ways? For your information, i did her homework and brought my textbook. I don't know why the hell must she treat me like this.

Second my PoA teacher, shit ass! She doesn't know how to teach. She said that its alright if you answer wrongly but she scolded my classmate for saying the wrong answer.... and, she purposely make our lives difficult! And no one in the class understand what the f*ck is she talking about in class!!! She kept making exaggerated faces in class resulting us to laugh not learn!!! She don't bother to elaborate more and expect us to know what the f*ck is she talking...... THIS SUX!!!! Whole class gonna fail PoA so badly and no one knows how to do PoA homework, gonna get scolded by her so badly then. But why???? It's her fault for teaching so lousily!!! And when she scold, we don't get afraid!!! We laugh because of her expressions LOL!!!

Third, my Physics teacher!!!!!! HE CANNOT CONTROL MY BANDED CLASS AT ALL. And i almost drooled cuz i slept in his class!!! But he's an experienced teacher for goodness sake!!! He is mumbling when he talks.... And.... his voice is too cracky for our ears to digest!!!!

not gonna disclose their name cuz they might be stalking me o_O
and sorry for posting all these cuz this is my blog lol.

THE OTHER TEACHERS ARE AWESOME!
mdm pua, ms zhang, ms sng, mr jack ho, ms chrystal tan, ms mary, mrs joanna lim, so on lol.

till then! goodbye!

2010-12-26T01:28:00.001-08:00

fuck you bitch

2010-12-15T02:30:00.000-08:00

Wazzup people, been a long time since i blogged a proper post!

Okay be right back.

---

I am back after a few days, close to 10 days lol.
Many things happened within this 10 days.

Hello girl, you're quarrelling with us because of your so called 'idol face'? You will regret for sure although you said you won't lol. I am here to tell you, i did nothing to insult or joke about your 'idol face'. I'm not guilty or am i unhappy or feeling regretful. I saw your true colours, so your 'idol face' worth more than us?? Fine, go quarrel and severe ties with your family when they insult or joke then lol. Remember my friends from primary 1 to 6? Definitely more than your friends from secondary 1 to 5. Stop your obsession on the guy that ruined this friendship lol. In fact he ruined 2 friendships of yours, you will hate him one day, trust me. Lastly, stop lying.

Hello woman, no no no how bitchy can you be? Going after young cute boys? That's stupid, if you know who you are, please stop grumbling to yourself. You have no rights to say others when people are already going outside to strike and you are still at home sucking to your milk bottle (or even nastier, sucking your mom's breast for breast milk) and crying for your mom's help. It's alright for you to hate me but please stop going around telling people stuffs that are not true. Keep it to yourself will you? Stop being desperate to smear someone's reputation. That's absurd. Continue doing so and karma will befall you in no time. Oh woman, stop being desperate for young boys, pyscho LOL.

Hello you, stop your nonsenses if you don't even know the truth.

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-07T18:17:00.000-08:00

Yo wazzup,

SUPPORT! VISIT
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Get your Canvas Shoes today as low as SGD 9!!!
Cheapest Idol Spree and Idol Calendars 2011 at SGD 6 ONLY!

I am looking for partner who can:
Reason why i am finding a partner: To share my burden and stuffs like this and that.

1) Do all meet ups (alone) and come with me to take stocks from Agent.
This is when you take the stocks you are meeting and i take the stocks i am doing postage for.
You can request for transport fee from the customer, as long as you are comfortable with it.
Or call every of them to come to your convenience. Most probably no payment meet ups.

2) Able to pay SGD 33 first for tagging service (3months)
READ POINT 6 IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO PAY. I can guarentee that the first batch you will get your SGD 33 back. For 3 months meaning 1 month only for SGD 11! And i am ending a batch 1 week 1 time or 2 week 1 time!

If you don't feel like engaging the tagging service...
3) Advertise the blogshop at blogshops
Number of visitor MUST increase at Google Analytics or Site Meter or feedjit.com
Google Analytic/Site Meter are the most reliable tracking traffic tools.

4) 30% profits commission per batch ending 1 week 1 time or 2 week 1 time.
The more you advertise, the more orders, the more earns!
For close friends will be more of course, hehe~

5) Able to open an instock page to sell your own instocks too.
You only have to do meet ups probably at your convenience, pay SGD 33 first and do some orders and enquiries, hunting people for payment and all. Once you paid, you have to do it for 3months together with me. 6 - 12 batches altogether.

6) What if you do not wish to pay for the SGD 33 first?
I will first calculate your commission for first batch then give you the remaining. And i will pay for the Tagging service first.

For close friends, you will have more benefits of course.
But do more things ok? HAHA~
Such as finding stuffs for me at a site ^^

Only for friends i know.

2010-12-03T00:37:00.000-08:00

I got caned

NOT BECAUSE i ran away from home, argued with my parents, beaten my parents, got into fight, killed someone, disobedient, rude, or (all possible reasons teens got beaten up by their parents).

I got caned

BECAUSE i played with my sister.

YEAH, FUCK I PLAYED WITH MY SISTER AND GOT CANED 4X.

This is not the first time, but this is the first time eversince primary 5.

Primary 5, rebellion times which everyone will go through that period

I cried

NOT BECAUSE i felt embarrassed because there were 6 other strangers in my house or i felt really painful.

I cried

BECAUSE i am so hurt, i am so depressed. How could my dad caned me? REALLY.

After primary 5, this is the first time he ever laid a finger on me.

Even my mom doesn't no matter how rude i was.

I tried so hard to be a very good girl that every parent wants.

My parents never cane/beat me for results.

BUT FINALLY CANE ME FOR THIS?

FOR YOUR VERY INFORMATION,

YOUR DAUGHTER LIM WEN XUAN IS THE GUINNESS RECORD #1 NUISANCE STUPID BITCH WHO ANNOYS THE PERSON FOREVER WHO DON'T WANNA PLAY WITH HER.

SO, I AM HER #1 VICTIM.

SO YOU CANE ME FOR THIS?

FOR THIS????

FOR FUCK????

FOR????

FOR THIS????

Not enough to have a son lost??

YOU WANT ME TO GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR LIFE TOO??

AND THE NEXT ONE WILL BE THAT #1 BITCH?

Nah hell no you will want her to fuck off from your life.

She is your treasure while me and leon are trashes.

DON'T FORGET YOU CANED LEON SO BADLY

when he's in secondary 2, you caned him because he came back so late everyday.

YEA, COME HOME LATE EVERYDAY AND BECAUSE

YOU HATE HIM FOR NO REASON.

COME ON HE'S YOUR SON, ONLY SON.

during his birthday, we called you to at least sms him a happy birthday and

remember what you said? CB WHAT KIND OF DAD ARE YOU?

SO YOU CANED ME BECAUSE I AM IN SUCHA GOOD TERMS WITH #1 BITCH?

ARE YOU JEALOUS??

REALLY YOU'RE JEALOUS FOR THIS???

Thinking back, everytime i got caned by my dad, that #1 is the cause of it.

ALWAYS, NEVER CHANGE.

SO BITCH THIS IS FOR YOU.

DAMN, I AM OLDER.

BUT YOU HIT ME/SCOLD ME AND WHAT FUCK.

WHICH STUPID eyeball of yours saw me hitting our brother before?

WHICH STUPID eyeball of yours saw me swearing at our brother before?

STUPID 9 years old kid swearing more than me.

STUPID 9 years old kid.

STUPID.

I DID SO MUCH FOR YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME??

REALLY?? LIKE THIS?? HELLO ARE YOU HUMAN?

DON'T YOU HAVE A FUCKING HEART

TO SYMPATHISE OTHERS?

WHENEVER I NEED YOUR HELP, you act one stupid.

WHENEVER I NEED YOUR HELP, you talk conditions with me.

Seriously being your biological sister is so tiring.

SERIOUSLY, because i dont get basic respect, i have to do so many things in order for you to help me, i got scolded so many times because of you, i got beaten so many times because of you. Now at the age of 14 going 15, i got caned because of you. It's so tiring REALLY.

Because of YOU, i always had this suicidal thoughts in me.

Now i am saying YOU.

I am unsure who i am talking about.

Friends? Sister? Dad?

ALL THE SAME FUCK LIFE.

WHENEVER I FEEL THAT THE WORLD IS SO BEAUTIFUL,

someone have to do things to make me feel that no actually this world is very ugly.

UGLIER than you thought it is.

not going more.

THIS IS FOR YOU #1:

------

KISEOP OR HANGENG?

IT'S....

XXX

HEHE GUESS ^0^)/

2010-11-30T19:44:00.000-08:00

YOYO =v=

I LOVE ALEXANDER LEE EUSEBIO ^0^)/
I LOVE LEE KI SEOP
I LOVE KEVIN WOO SUNG HYUN
I LOVE ELI KIM
I LOVE KIM KI BUM
I LOVE SHIN DONG HO
I LOVE SHIN SOO HYUN

AND MY BROTHERS: NICHKHUN, JUNHYUNG, TAEMIN, JONGHYUN, ONEW, YESUNG.^v^

2010-11-14T16:56:00.000-08:00

James Seah (Star Search 2010)

Hi all. Did you guys watched the Star Search 2010 Semi Finals yesterday night at 7P.M? Well, i did not and my mother actually forgotten to record it but nevermind. This was when i went searching online for it and took a very special notice on the guy above, James Seah. I swear he's so hot, and he brought glory to Singapore! I swear i never seen such hot guys in Singapore before, ok no offence but... out of all celebrities in Mediacorps, he's the only guy who caught my eye. I'm so glad that he managed to enter the Finals and hope that he could win or something. All the best hot guy! Not forgetting Teh Yilynn from Malaysia!

I had been spending my holidays so no life that.. i always had this suicidal thoughts inside my mind. When it comes to friends, i'm so vexed. I actually got very dependant on friends since Primary 4 when i had cliques on my own. Because i'm a lonely bitch in Primary 1, 2 and 3. Since Primary 4, i knew i could not live in school without friends. This was when i looked down on teenagers in relationships. Because to me, friends are placed above everything and family is placed above friends. I had been so paranoid and vexed before the Decs' actually started. I just felt that everyone's attitude towards me changed drastically, i found it so wrong. To now, when i wanted to find a friend to talk to, i could not find any. It's either they don't really care/want talking to me or don't even bother to reply me. For everyday, i tried to be a better friend, but fuck hell that no one gives it a damn. I considered ending my life and actually called my sister to kill me because she was strangling me so hard and she got so shocked that she kept asking me what happened. And i just cried during bedtime, i don't know why. I just felt so sad. Sadder every single day. I hope i could be happy, again.

Alright, my dog left it's training last friday and that was the day Wenxuan and i decided to give office a miss, how lucky can we be to see our dog for the last time before he leaves for training for about a few months. I'm missing him so much now. Rocky, please be sensible so that you could be home early with us again, i miss you. He doesn't even know that he's leaving and went up the training car so happily. Rocky, i want you to know that we are not leaving you and come back early. When you left, i knew that we already got used having you here in our home.

Another thing! Nerise, Fangqi and Wenxuan actually found a strayed kitten and Nerise decided to adopt it. I would like to thank Nerise's family, Sara's family, Fangqi's family, Trevor's family for contributing so much for the cute little weak kitten. I actually made the kitten a cage before Nerise decided to adopt her. But now Nerise adopted her, my effort went in vain but nevertheless, Kitty is now more comfortable because Fangqi gave her a basket, 2 bedsheets, 1 towel, 2 bowls as contribution and Sara contributed 2 packet of cats' food. I felt so happy but 2 things totally ruined everything.

1) We went Fangqi's house for maggi and the mother so big fuck please. So i fucking paid 1 buck for 2 packets of maggi, but it's worth it. But the maggi tasted so weird, lol.

2) Nerise went her grandma house for dinner and Fangqi's big fuck mother was at home yesterday that we refused to enter Fangqi's house despite she begging us. So Fangqi, Wenxuan and i went to Gemma's house. I regretted going there like wtf please. She's the one cheating and accused me for something i did not and i fucking scolded her with vulgars when she went complaining to her mom. Fuck you small kid, shut your mouth up before i tear your mouth away. If you can't take vulgars, don't provoke people. If it's not that Nerise and Yenne were not at home yesterday, you think we want to visit you? In your fucking dreams.

Lame people all around Pavilion. Can't take joke or vulgars? Move out then.
Nar.... bei.
Bye all!

Rocky.

2010-11-08T05:13:00.001-08:00

hello all. ok, i'm here today because i decided something that i might or might not regret. i decided to give Rocky away because i know he's not happy at all being in my house due to my dad's massive abusing. i always thought my dad is being very selfish by not allowing Rocky to enter the house because he's dirty. but my mom told me that its not but its because Rocky likes to bite on stuffs and once bit and ripped off the previous owner's sofa and went to their kitchen to bite on everything he saw. since then, the owner decided to give away Rocky and return to China. this is when Rocky came into part of my life. i love Rocky and i do. but seeing him being beaten up so badly and scolded really ached my heart so much... before he leaves, i swear i will get my camera before that and take as many beautiful pictures as i can. i will miss the laughters he gave us, how he climbed on us, how hard he could wag his tail when he's happy, how we played, how we escaped from him, how we avoided him because we need to enter the house. now i know the feelings of how it feels when your dog might leave you anytime. after this, i swear i'm not gonna have any more pets. i swear i will cry every night like how my maid left, i felt so sad. ya i sound dumb but ya, any one close who comes into my life makes a difference and will be part of my life since then. if you know, i have got dog phobia. but Rocky is the only dog i can spend with alone. yes, i'm still having a little phobia of dogs till now. but i don't know why.. only Rocky can be the one, the only one..

To all my dearest 2D classmates!

2010-10-28T04:55:00.001-07:00

Dear dearest 2D, today marks the last day of our secondary 2 life as well as the end of 1d'09 and 2d'10. We are all so awesome because we could make those littlest possible fact to a damn joke. You guys were the first to make me realized what's an united class, what's a REAL class and you guys rock for all reasons I swear. Will miss you guys and love you guys deeply.

DSLR

2010-10-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hello all, I'm so bored. Wanna get my DSLR soon, sigh. I wanna take pix of Rocky before my dad gets too angry with him and send him away. I love my dog and hopes my dad stop abusing him. Bye for now, I'm downloading all Harry Potter series to watch because I'm really really bored.

Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone (2001)
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002)
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004)
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (2005)
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (2007)
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (2009)
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (2010/2011)

Alright, bye all. Sorry but my life is like this = NO LIFE.

And i don't feel like going school because of some problems and am glad that my mom understands me upon seeing my Facebook statuses and she knows who I'm referring to. I hope that person I'm referring to perish now and die because she's a total show off, liar, flirter, step and bitchy twenty four/seven. Oh cough, someone stop her from lying so much please that's totally the most outrageous person I ever seen, she's trying to make the impossibles to the possibles and make things not logical at all. I mean only to herself, not to mention that she's a selfish x 100. Fuck off my sight. Ungrateful brat.

P/S: I'm super duper proud of my sister because she thought today was her English paper but it turned out to be normal school day and examinations starts tomorrow. All the best Mei.

2010-10-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

Hey boobies.

I have something serious to confess..

Sigh..

Haiya...

What the hell..

Actually.........

I.....

Got nothing better to do,

BYE.

Wait!!

Don't leave first. ^_^

I'm here today to thank God for everything.
I thank God for all blessings, loves and warmth.
I thank God for everything I have today.

It's God's will for everything.
People who are leaving or already left us,
People who accidentally came into our life to make us happy or deliberately mess it up,
People who are meant to know us.

From the bottomest of my heart,
I thank God for allowing me to have such wonderful family.
I also thank God for allowing me to meet my besties like;
Zhengni, Amelia, Yanping, Lien, Yueqin, Jaslyn, Supan.

Sometimes, or often,
My friends will ask me is that the correct way to talk to my mom like how I always did?
I mean why not?
To me, my best friend is always my mom,
My best ATM is also always my mom,
My best companion is still always my mom.
But, the one who I can tell my problems to isn’t my mom, hehe.
Monetary problems only!

Well, I’m not really close with my dad.
Because I will never tell him my problems,
Well… actually I did…
I don’t really know what my dad’s thinking sometimes…
For one moment, he joked and for another, he started to give stern and strict faces.
Sometimes, I do hate him for his arrogance and selfishness thinking that he really owns the entire earth.
But another thought beats me because he is still my dad after all…
I should give him basic respect and tolerate as much as I could right?
But my elder brother couldn’t.
In fact, my brother had already tolerated for 16 years, trying to cease his hatreds on my dad day by day. But failed…
Because my dad will never want to admit that he’s being over old-fashioned and refused to go easy with my brother.
When my brother brought girlfriend home,
Instead of being elated, my dad went worrying about whether my brother will do the wrong things or not, discriminate his girlfriend, stop my brother from bringing his girlfriend home.
I mean, the whole entire family trusted my brother but why must he be the only exception?
Enough of my dad, I might spend 3days3nights posting about that.

Apart from my parents,
I love my grandmother a lot.
During 2006-2008 were the worst period for her and thank god that she managed to overcome all these. <3
2006, my grandfather passed away…
To prevent us from worrying, she did not cry in front of us…
In fact she cried secretly alone.
It’s so saddening seeing her being like this.
She started her life afresh with the support of my youngest uncle.
My youngest uncle then married my not real blooded cousin and his wife got pregnant even before marriage. They tried to keep this as a secret and not tell me. When I asked, they still denied. But hey, I’m not a dumb, your tummy is growing bigger and bigger.
Everything went smoothly and my baby boy cousin was born. My youngest uncle only managed to celebrate his baby boy’s first month… and he left all of us…
This time, my grandmother couldn’t help but broke down…
Because my youngest uncle is still my grandmother’s most doted son anyway.
Before my baby boy cousin was born, my mom hired an Indonesia maid to do the housework and take care of the baby.
So, after my youngest uncle left us,
The Indonesia maid told us that my grandmother often cries in her room and sometimes on the phone whining loudly, sadly.
My grandmother even said that she saw figure roaming around her room.
But she managed to overcome everything because she had her dearest baby grandson with her.
Well, too much, I should stop. Next..

Oh it’s friends…
I’ve known Zhengni since Primary 4?
I thank her because she’s the one encouraging me for everything…
The one I will never be afraid telling my problems with…
The one I fell together with and stand up together with…
The one who let me realized what a true friend is.
Being best friends but in different schools can be really hard.
But thank God again that our relationship is hard enough to be broken.
Being in different schools is already bad enough…
Now, the distance of our houses also became further...
But, we both still managed to overcome this yea, baby? ^_^
You are the best and I love you.

I shall not elaborate more on the other friends because
I love them and they knew it. Right, babies?

2010-10-09T22:57:00.001-07:00

Hi to bloggers and sayonara to eoy.
Ok, many many things happened within this few days/weeks/months/year.
Be it quarrels, jealous, betrayal or whatsoever. Just all happened, yay ^_^

Ps: fitb - Fill in the blanks! ^_^

My secondary life was really beautiful, totally crazy and my besties and i offended almost everyone who saw us being crazy anywhere ^_^ i will receive calls from fitb1 almost every night to talk and everytime i will say i'm having stomachache or she just hang the phone because we're lazy to talk on already......

Quarrels, quarrels, quarrels, anger, anger, anger went revolving around the year. ^_^ Awesome!!!

I admit i'm petty la, angry with people out of sudden everytime. ^_^ x 2
Ok, all the strip games and stuffs, piggy back? ^_^ x 5

So, i'm one of the victim always got ganged up by all to upskirt and i accidentally hurt fitb2 like 3-4 times and she got angry with me, haha....... so sorry ok. i really didn't mean it.

Everyday, we will be laughing non-stop. ^_^

Whenever i quarrel with anybordeh, got neglected or ignored, fitb1 will never phails to be with me........ helping me to resolve everything, accompanying me....... while when it's vice versa, all i did was trying to throw her somewhere in the world....... i'm bad, yes.......

The year went by quickly ^_^ i thought everything will remain the same for sec2. i was wrong, utterly wrong, our relationships are all so fucking fragile that even the most tiniest and weakest thing could jolly well just break it...................... nothing's true, NEVER...............

Beginning of this year... Let me recall..
I think i went mia for the December 09's holidays?
Meet up with those maniacs and fitb1 on the 17 dec i think, to celebrate yueqin's and cheryl's advanced birthday... yea, not really fun, everybordeh so awkward. walao, so shou already! and at that time i am having a cold war with fitb3 so i was quite lonely.. yea, but i managed to overcome everything with my family's help ^_^

Everything went so well!
Then fitb4 then transferred to our class, 2D we were all influenced and hate her.......
At that point of time, nothing, NOTHING, TOTALLY NOTHING mess up with us.........

But, somewhere in... may or later? fitb1 seem to be angry with me, or should i say... she started to distance herself from me... did i do anything wrong....? i wish she could tell me but she did not..... drifted? definitely..... she did these to me (distancing and so), and i did it back to her.... because at that point of time, i really felt that i don't deserve all these..... everything went by smoothly yet to the point that it will just break down anytime. just one day...... me, being petty brought me to nowhere but hell and regrets. just one action of mine changed 7 person's fate.... till now, idk why the fuck i reacted that way.......... i thought everything will be the same as sec1 whereby, quarrel and peace. but....... never did i thought fitb1, who started all the hatreds on fitb4 actually will go with her...... this was when fitb1 picked up smoking and stuffs, my hatreds on fitb4 straight away shot up to x 10, I SWEAR. i was left with nothing but, i still continued being a fucking nuisance and bitch. around may... i quarrelled with fitb5 because of some matters and she misunderstood my sentence and took it srsly. and we had a quarrel conversation, i don't admit lost, i scolded her with whatever vulgars i knew and insist that im right, she's wrong..... at that time, we promised ea other not to say about what ea other's husband anymore.... both of us managed to keep our promise but once in a while, i will gang up with others to tease her. sorry for breaking my promise. this brought us closer but awkward i think? closing to the june's, fibt1 and all maniacs + me started to quarrel with fibt5 again because of friends adding in facebook, but somehow got settled and peace again... i guess these is all the major quarrels im involved in for this year.....

ever since you left the group, the group became extra awkward and laughter started to decrease each day by each day..... you're just like the pillar in the group, securing, supporting and promoting laughters and funs everyday. ensuring that everyone went crazy that day... i knew i shouldn't take fitb3 to showoff at all, making you feel that everything i care was fitb3.... it's exactly the same as fitb4 and you now. everytime i tell myself to stop being petty, befriend with fitb4, after awhile, upon seeing you and her being so close, those hatreds started to come back.... but what you had changed to now totally surprised me, i doubt even if fitb4 don't exist, to what you had changed to will lead us to nowhere in the end. so just face life and reality ya? ^_^

............ posted too much whoops. gonna private my blog soon, sayonara!!!! <3

2010-10-07T23:29:00.001-07:00

SUP SUP SUP SUPOOO SEXAYES.
I HAVE GOT MILLIONS FEELINGS NOWWWWWWWWW.

I FEEL SO FREEEEE. HAHAHAHAHA, CONQUERED ALL PAPERS WITH MY MIGHT. :$ NOTHING TO UPDATE, BYE. POST AGAIN WHEN I FEEL LIKE. I'M BECAUSE MY DEAREST LIEN CALLED ME TO.

IT'S TIME TO CONQUER AUDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WITH MY LOVERS.

2010-09-26T18:57:00.000-07:00

Hi boobies, i'll be back after EOY, bye boobies!

@ SCHOOL NOWWWWW. @ YULIANAAAAA.

i love zhang li en!
dk who type herself. -_______-

2010-09-23T03:33:00.001-07:00

hi sup. post later, bye.

2010-09-16T04:36:00.000-07:00

Well, hi all. Just another day passed and exams are around the corner. I'm trying to improve my English grammars by reading storybooks. Good? No? Well, yes. Clap for me now. Thank you, I appreciate every of the sound of the clapping. Well, I’d been a bitch for this few weeks. Bad, really bad… I know I shouldn’t be doing all these. But I couldn’t help myself but to give in to all I always wanted to have. Well, everyone will have a bitch side of theirs right? There will be times; you’ll feel yourself extremely lucky, cute, and beautiful and so on and so fourth. To me, I’d never felt that way before. I’ll hope for the worst for myself, and never the best. Because I knew god will not be so kind to me for the whole of my lifetime… However, I don’t blame god. I thank god for letting me to realized every single hardships and let me overcome every of my obstacles every time for the first time. I always believed myself, for not getting involved in relationships and stuffs. I always thought my family is my first priority. My bitch-ness proved me wrong, utterly wrong. I’m utterly disgusted by what I’m doing. Sometimes, I thought what I am doing will allow me to experience what’s a genuine happiness; regardless 1 hour, 1 minute or 1 second. But, the more I gave in, the more I know these aren’t going true. And this will be extremely absurd if every thing turns out false and planned. I am afraid I will not dare to face the fact and society. And how the hell am I going to survive for the other half of my life? This is why I dare not to wish for the best, but the worst. God did not give me a beautiful face; god did not give me a fantastic body figure that fascinates guys either. But god gifted me an enough-to-be mature mindset to give myself a chance. But god, why didn’t you give me a better and kinder heart? There will always be someone I hated a lot that I wished I could take a knife and stab through their heart. Whenever I saw someone flirting, getting better results than I have and then show off to me, snatching my things, I hate them, not mere hatreds. But… sigh, I know me, myself does show off. For results, it’s like once in a trillion years I could obtain satisfied results, it’s alright for me to show off right? But I have a friend, who obtained extremely proud results but upon knowing I got higher than her in a particular subject, she totally discouraged me. Well, I don’t really blame her now. In fact, everyone found it hard to believe me. Since I will be cunning enough sometimes to do something and trick them. I often ask them, “Why no one believes me!” Well, I knew the answer myself. I’m just trying to be a typical joker; but always failed in some ways. EOY and events should allow me to stop thinking of nonsensical things for the time being. I have to do well, this time. Wenxinrockerz.

2010-09-11T21:42:00.000-07:00

Hi there. I left my blogger in lurch for quite a long time without a proper post. Every time when I'm on blogger.com, my mind will be blank, why? Unlike when i was in primary 5, 6, secondary 1. I have many many things to update, more than i can say! Sigh, i hate myself for giving myself weird and negative thoughts. My food and sugar intake is higher and higher, i might be down with some illness later. I'm so afraid. Recently, something happened to me which makes me think that I'm the happiest girl in the world. But such happiness don't last, at all. Well, never mind! Just a lil' mistake in life will not pull me down! I must be as happy as ever in order not to fail my family down ya? Another matter that haunt me was.. my laziness is back! Now, i don't even bother copying any notes down. Gosh, that's unlike me. I have to fight with devils again tomorrow when school reopens. Sad, whatever i promised myself to do before September holidays, successfully FAILED in accomplishing. Like homeworks! I promised to complete it before monday last week, end up completing at thursday! All i did was to blame my form teacher for the extra work that caused me unable to complete my task, i was lazy and i felt really bad... Adding up, my food intake!!! I'm seriously dead, officially dead. I promised myself for less food, more exercise. Guess what? I did not exercise for a lil' bit for this September holiday. I'm done, god damn shit done. I'm so afraid to reach for a weighing scale and check my weight now. Well, let a shocking news to be a mystery ya? Oh ya, Amelia, Fishhie and I promised to be in the same class next year! We're all aiming to get in 3C. Since all of us cmi in Maths. Trying out my home econ practical dishes later. Alright, till then! Wenxinrocker.

2010-09-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

(I wanna know more about malay culture, recommendations please.)

K lah, i'm so damn pissed please. Someone is borned to snatch everything/everyone from me. SO CB PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE.

BYE.

I'm updating.

2010-09-03T01:10:00.001-07:00

Updateeee.
Selamat Hari Raya in advancedddddd. Just in case i'm lazy to update next week. School's fine andddddd! Happy September Holiday to all students. Been feeling high and happyyyyyyyyy. Oiiiiiii. I love @Amelia, @Cheryllllllll. I want everyone to be happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Because i'm happy.

I'm so happy!

To have youuuuu. :)

Wenxinrocker.

2010-08-26T02:56:00.000-07:00

I'M SERIOUSLY A DUMB FUCK. WHY DIDN'T I DO MY SUMMARY. 0 MARK AWARDED TO ME. YAY I'M A DUMB. DUMB DUMB DUMB x DON'T KNOW HOW MANY ZILLIONZZZ MILLIONZZZZZZZZZZ.

Ok, back and haha, i stole the picture @ YanpingTAN's blog, well, i am not in it so don't have to spot for me. First, i'm here to dedicate a post to all girls up there as well as JaslynQUEK because LienZHANG would like to be dedicated. Firstly, thank you the 7 of you, including ZhengniLI for such sweet gifts and love. I'm so very touched. Thank you! Secondly, i want YOU girls to cheer up especially YOU, who really needs our support now. Life have to have a start and an end. We won't know when our time is up. So it's time to cherish your life, live to the fullest of our everyday life and carry on. A cheerful person like you to a person who crys ached us. The way you cried made us felt so helpless. Everyone will lost their closest ones someday. Who knows? Everything is predestined. Once we have to go, we must go. This is how lives are supposed to be. We'll be there for you. And your boyfriend will be there for you too. Yueqin and i will sing old songs with you till you shiok lah!! XIN BU LIAO QING <3

WENXINROCKERz.

Happiness.

2010-08-23T02:46:00.001-07:00

HAPPY & MUARKZ TO EVERYONE. MUARKZ MUARKZ MUARKZ. :-* :-* :-*

Update when i have things to update.
& Happy Birthday LWX. MUARKZ TO YOURSELF. <3

Saengil Chukha Hamnida 장근석!

2010-08-05T17:47:00.000-07:00

Hi, i'll run x-country next year, i promise. Goodluck Teckwhyeans, no rain, no lightning alert. Sad for you guys! Heheex.

Guess i did not introduce you readers about my Guensuk baby's new commercial song which came out around 2 months ago, partly due to my lack of updates. And YES, the dumb me actually forgotten something important that happened yesterday, 04 August 2010. Yes, Jang Guen Suk's official 23rd birthday! (24 in korea.)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, JANGGUENSUK BABY.

행복 때늦은 생일 축하, 장근석!
생일축하함니다~
생일축하함니다~
사랑하는장근석~
생일축하함니다~

All sources from Google.com.

I love you and you know that and i know that. Hehex. Please stay as sexy as you are now. As cute as you are now. As handsome as you are now. As hawt as you are now. As loveable as you are now. I'll definitely remember your birthday next year. Yes, i'll continue to love you, idolise you till the day you are married. Saranghae.

And not forgetting,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SNSD'S TIFFANY UNNIE. (01 August 2010)
Hope you had fun with other SNSD unnies!
SNSD hwaiting!

Alright, till then. 16 more days.

Maria huat.

2010-08-02T00:47:00.000-07:00

Hello loverbordeeees!
SAY WHAT'S UP AUGUST! YOU'RE HERE! YES AUGUST, AUGUST.
Tomorrow am having home econ practical. Hope Munir and i won't screw it up like the.. Sardines Rolls. Not really screwed, but somehow la. Last year still better, at least we manage to clear everything successfully. If your memory is good, you will know who my partner was last year. Don't really feel like mentioning his name. A great difference from last year's semester 1 and this year's semester 2. Oh well, basically common test 2 is around the corner, like 9 days left. I'll work doubly hard from tomorrow onwards. Hope i can score well for every tests! Oh well, not forgetting we got back our maths paper today.. Seriously.. Seriously.. I let myself down la.. 1/2 x 50 x 60 = 150? Oh my god, what the hell am i doing seriously!!! 2(-2) i wrote = 4. And 300/60 = 50?! (OMGOMG) Seriously.. Why the fuck didn't i wrote my damn units when i wrote behind. I'm GOING MAD. If not 40/40 = MINE. WHY DIDN'T I CHECK. Well, i was too confident. WTFWTF. I'll get rid my damn habits and work better for the upcoming ct2 tests. Oh ya, today pissed off by someone. Only Jaslyn know why. Oh ya, i know i'm pissed by somebody everyday la. LOL. Tuition at 5.45 later on. And gonna end early because...
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It is broadcast 7PM sharp everyday; Monday to Friday. AMY AMY AMY~~~ I'M 英俊珉. Idk which Min. Tikam.. Lol, some old fashioned people keep claiming that they don't watch 爱Ai. Come on la, what century is this man, watch 爱Ai very no face is it. Everybody also watch what. ZZZ. Irritating sia keep confirming me that you didn't watch 爱Ai, oh well. Seriously no one cares pleasezzzzz :( Just making yourself look so very shamelesszzz. Ok stop these.

Bye, i go and watch youtube now. 20 more days ~
LASTLY, HAHA (OMGOMG) I'M WENXINMARIA 上.
爱 WENXINROCKERZ.

Procrastinating

2010-07-27T03:26:00.001-07:00

Oh man lovelies... I cannot upload any photos today. My laptop's down, and my computer is not working on pictures. I will upload it soon ok! Either after my laptop is repaired or my laptop suddenly work tomorrow. Alright, i still have to delete the previous post, sorry Yanping.

HEHEHAHAHOHO.

Good de booaiz,

Wenxinrockerz.

28th July 2010.

Happy belated birthday to my dearest girl, LIZHENGNI. I know you love PHANPY. But now, PHANPY very RARE. Please study hard and score VERY WELL in every of your examinations. I love you. HEHE. Today school is ruined totally. SHITZ. Does you guys know i'm feeling upset? I hope i can cheerioz, but i can't.. I know i'm the extra, i will go away.. Stop showing everything through every of your actions.. Trying hard to put NPCC as my priority and i believe i can do it. My attendance for this term is 14 %. Well, might seem very less to you. But at least, i tried. I'll try harder and become one of the 100 % ones. Sometimes, putting something as a priority might be difficult, but putting something off as a priority is something that is even more difficult. Like how i determined to put good friends off as my priority in life. Never will i put my family off my priority because they stands for me, they cheer me, they do everything for me. If family is important to me, so do all of you. I'm happy with what i am with my family and most importantly, Zhengni. I thank her for every encouragements, supports, happiness. Without her, i might not be able to put down everything and be happy. She made me believe everything. She made me have my confidence. And she is the only one who never look down on me, and she made me not to look down on myself. Not forgetting, she gives in to me in almost everything. She helps me without saying anything. Being in different schools, she concerns me more than my fellow secondary schoolmates do. She is my best friend for life.

Thank you very much,
WENXINROCKERZ 上,

Laughters

2010-07-23T01:15:00.001-07:00

Hi loverbodies! I'm back. Yes, my title: Laughters.

Would like to thank TYP, aka Tanyanping, for making my friday a laughing friday! A very funny day to end off the week. Thank you for finding that long-lost laughters back for me. I appreciate it many many ok. It's really sad that i cannot share the laughters with those band sisters of mine due to their competition today. Well well well.

Today: I went to school as usual sitting a hell bus *caution: please don't sit the bus unless you really need to. Reached school. Was really surprised that, there were only 4 of us present for school today. Yanping, Supan, Cheryl and me. Atmosphere was kind of weird. Reached hall. Yanping sat behind me. And when teacher said, "Please move forward if needed." So guess what Yanping did, she moved forward as if she wanna fc*k me please. So i used my butt to push her damn "dick" which she definitely don't have, off. So she got so horny that she kept doing it lah. Ahyo shy. That's brighten my whole morning mood. Went off for mother tongue lesson after that, ahyo. Playing with Amelia and Cheryl, funny only hello. Was CME after that, oh my god kewl totally lah. We had 55 minutes of free period. Some time was taken up finding Mdm Jennifer around the school together with girls. No one knows about her whereabouts. How good! Recess was next, i stayed in class with Cheryl. Nothing much, Jiayi bought me a 50cents extra of wedges, how good. English was after that! Class was suggesting to go to the library to have our lessons carried out. And teacher agreed! Went to library and sat with,Yanping, Supan and Cheryl. What was first? Oh i played pushing with Yanping and i am stupid enough to adjust my chair. Until i almost fell tambalek. LOL. Did some letter writings and were dismissed. Maths was next, no doubt! Am sitting with Yanping again! This time we were sitting under the fan, shuang only lah! Yanping said that i'm dumb because i cannot figure out their damn tricks. So funny. My pen... i seriously have no idea how to revive my damn pen!!! Walao, i love the pen many many... After that, Yanping pulled my hand in the staff room. Ahyo want hold my hand say mah. Make me shy. Infront of so many teachers! When going out, then forget me right! Yes, i love today. Thanks Yp, never fails to laugh whenever i am with you. Ahyo i know you shy. Today's laughter were just like last year, like time were rewinded back to last year. Laughing all day long. Our legend of being mad no longer exist? :) Well, but this week made me feel that, 1d is back. When will we laugh together as 8 again? :) Or maybe together as 10? Adelina and you guys knows who! Lastly, i wanna wish Zhengni a very happy belated 14th birthday. Hope tomorrow will be a good day for Amelia, me and the birthday girl. Signing off.

2010-07-17T04:27:00.000-07:00

Firstly, lets wish Adelina whose birthday falls on 16th July 2010 a Happy Birthday.
Secondly, baby ZHENGNI's birthday is coming as soon as.. in 4 days time.
Thirdly, i'm going mad for going the same places every week.
Fourthly(lol), tomorrow is finally my oldest cousin's wedding!
Fifthly(wtf), i have some items to clear. (Please request for iron on studdings if you want it to be studded/blings if you want. Only pink and white please)

1. 2 pairs of shoes, pictures below.
2. MGL Light Denim Size L shorts - Brand new with tag.
3. Pink shirt with laced sleeve.
4. Oversized Batwing shirt with elastic bottom.
5. Black sleeve white base size M raglan tee.
6. Big blue/light pink geeky specs with lens.
7. Mango basic tank size XL in black.
8. White mango tank size L with silver wordings.
9. White cropped jacket.
10. 2 denim customised hw shorts.
11. Taiwan hotpink bagpack, picture below.

Worn once, size 39. Exact in white!
$quoteyourownprice, reasonable thanks.

Exact pink crocs. Size 39, brand new in packaging.
$20.00.

New in packaging. Slight defects when shipping.
$quoteyourownprice.

Thank you, i am really broke. I need $$$.

Teachers?

2010-07-13T03:15:00.000-07:00

13th July 2010.

Hi, from today onwards, i would like to thank ALL teachers for teaching me a hardcore VALUE and REASON. Thank you teachers! Thanks for being such a good example and taught me that, i should not clarify things before punishing and worst, complaining the wrong fact. Thanks teachers! I seriously do not know how to thank you teachers! I'll work extra hard from now on and become a teacher as hardcore as some of you guys here. I'll pass the value and reason you teachers taught me and pass it to the next generations. So if the next generations who got maligned by us, the credits goes to you guys. Come on, let's clap. Yes, i can't deny some teachers are good and fair. But some teachers seriously went to far. They simply assumed what they think because they think they ARE capable enough to be a teacher. I mean.. not every teachers are right, right? They should at least listen to our explanations! This morning, this teacher looked at me like what? Wow, he assumed that i'm the one screaming away because i look the most awful there? I see, i see.. I know the awful part is my assumptions. But sorry, i'm flaring real mad now. And he saw how my tears rolled down. And kept looking, like what man? Thinking i deserved all these? When he did not clarify things like that? Twss teachers, i always thought twss teachers are fair and square. Thank the Head Of Secondary 2, i totally shook my head for twss teachers now. Can't deny twss have great teachers too. This morning's assembly was a fucked up pissed one. If it's wasn't Home Econs, i won't turn up for school today la please. Seriously: KNNBCCBGOANDEATMYSHITANDGOANDDIE. What's even worst? I saw a ITE student scolding a bus driver for pressing the wrong buttons. I think the bus door slammed at him, was his rebribution for being so bad la please. He thought he don't make mistakes in his fucking life? -_- What's worst was, he thought everyone in the bus owed him. Walk like some big V.I.P like that. And, this morning, when i'm busing to school. This particular sensative girl. My bag touched her like what big fuck sia. Machiam i molester and wanna touch her. My bag big cannot is it. My bag would not bother to touch you even if you want to. All the bad things shoot me la. Seriously, when will god stop playing me. Recently, everything went smoothly, and i thought: Why will god stop playing me? And the bad things started to happen. Yes, i'm very nice to play with, yes.. FUCK LIFE.

Add on: 14th July 2010.
Hi, how good? Today was called to stay back after school. Let's laugh la. My NPCC teacher and Mdm Tan gave me a little hope, but all shattered thanks to somebody. Thank you ah! I seriously don't know how to thank you from yesterday la please. At least, other teachers tried to give me a little hope so that i won't be thinking of it and stressing at it at the same time! I was full of confidence before i stood up and went to talk to you, yes, after one student by one student leaving with a unmotivated face. Neither did i expect i will go back and grab my bag with a crying face. I said, i don't like my CCA, i don't like marching, i can't even remember the commands. And guess what? The commands adds up my stress. You shoot everything off with one "CANNOT CHANGE CCA" WHAT IS THIS? YES, THIS IS THE REASON WHY I TICKED "STRONGLY DISAGREE" WHEN THE SURVEY ENQUIRIED ABOUT CCA. I DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO READ ON THE QUESTION. BECAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE ME A CHANCE TO EXPRESS MYSELF IN MY DESIRED CCA. YOU FORCED ME TO GO MY CURRENT CCA, AND YOU THREATENED ME THAT YOU'LL SCOLD OFF THE TEACHERS WHO SPOKE NONESENSES TO ME. BUT WHY?! THEY'RE THE ONES TO TRIED TO GIVE ME A LITTLE HOPE AND MAKE ME A LITTLE HAPPIER. BUT WHY MUST YOU BREAK EVERYTHING? YOU SAID, YOU WILL HELP ME IN MY CURRENT CCA. I TOLD YOU, I DON'T WANT OTHERS TO THINK THAT THEY'RE BEING FORCED TO BEFRIEND ME. YOU KNOW WHAT? IF YOU REALLY DID THAT, I'M NO OTHER THAN A FEMALE DOG WHICH IS BITCH. I'M BURSTING SOON WHILE TYPING THESE. WHY ARE YOU SO UNFAIR? SOME OTHER PUPILS FROM UNIFORM GROUP OR EVEN HOCKEY CAN CHANGE CCA BUT WHY NOT ME? I THINK I HAVE MY OWN REASONS FOR HATING MY CURRENT CCA AND THAT'S ACCEPTABLE THAT MY CCA TEACHERS ACCEPT. WHY? YOU TOLD ME YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DECIDE, NOT THE TEACHERS. TEACHERS WILL ONLY AGREES WITH US WHEN THEY THINK WE'RE REASONABLE ENOUGH. YOU KNOW WHY YOU DON'T EVEN ACCEPT MY EXPLANATION AND CLAIM THAT'S MY PERSPECTIVES? BECAUSE YOU DON'T BOTHER TO CLARIFY AND UNDERSTANDS SOMEONE. THAT'S HOW A PERSON YOU ARE. SO SAD FOR YOU. IF YOU'RE WILLING TO CHANGE CCA FOR A PERSON IN THE FIRST PLACE, THERE WOULD NOT BE SO MUCH SEC 3S AND SEC 4S REGRETTING NOW. BECAUSE I AM VERY SURE, THEY DON'T EVEN ENJOY THEIR CCA, AND THEY CAN'T CHANGE IT. FOR WHAT WOULD THEY WANT TO ATTEND? YEA, YOU WILL HELP ME IN CCA YEA? YES YOU WILL. AFTER I ATTENDED ALL TRAININGS AND GRADUATED YEA? THEN YOU HELP. YA RIGHT. WTF. WHAT IM ANGRY WAS WHY ARE YOU WANTING TO SCOLD OTHER INNOCENT TEACHERS. THIS IS SO UNREASONABLE. YOU SHATTERED THE HOPE THEY GAVE US PATHETIC STUDENTS YET YOU WANNA SCOLD THEM? SORRY TO TELL YOU, THEY ARE THE PERFECT TEACHERS STUDENTS LOVE, NOT YOU. I HATE YOU. YOU NOT ONLY BE x1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 UNFAIR, BUT ALSO x10000000000000000000000000000000000 UNREASONABLE.

Fuck off.

2010-07-08T02:26:00.000-07:00

Fucking..... sigh. I don't know why i react to you like that either. Perhaps i can't even forget the hit.. I thought i could tolerate.. But why...? In class.. When i heard your voice, i feel like screaming at you but something stopped me. My heart stopped me. I said i'll change, and i told myself i must try and tolerate. Perhaps i'd learnt my lesson. Perhaps i'm selfish enough not wanting myself to lost another friend. But i felt really miserable, i think and think all times. Thinking how to resolve everything to be back to normal. But why you girls are so selfish? Did not even bother to give in. Then, what's the meaning to be friends? Where's all the laughter? Why are we feeling so awkward towards each other now...? Perhaps we grew to know the fact that we're all petty, we're all selfish.. We will tend to be extra paranoid towards one another, regardless talking, playing and so. (But somebody just don't have her limit on playing.) Why did we became like that? We should be extra closer than what we're supposed to be. We should be for the 2 year of our secondary life. Something stopped us being like that, what is it? Every of OUR ATTITUDES. Please, please, please.. Please even try to give in till you can't. To some of you, you might felt you're left out. This is how big groups are supposed to be - AT TIMES. Not you, but all of us will be left out - one second, one minute, one hour or one day. I won't say that i'm left out - because i don't wanna gain what shit sympathy here. But you guys know who are really the ones who are left out. Especially the one who is not that close to us now. Sometimes if you see i'm stunned or quiet, meaning i'm thinking and puzzling about something. So please don't bother me or else i might scream at you. Or scream-proudness i will get even madder. Learning journey tomorrow, one will be left out eventually. And i said i'll give in since you girls dk how to. Well, thankfully i have my family with me when friendship is down. Yes, parents might hit you, scold you, neglect you. But you'll know who truly will be there to help you, to love you when you're in trouble, at the end of everything. Tuition later. Oh ya!!! World cup and Yanping extort me only. MONEY $_$.

2010-07-02T20:27:00.000-07:00

I fucking fall in love with Kaka! Yesterday i watched something ridiculous by watching 22 men chasing after a fucking ballz! I'm soon a soccer fan, but yes, hope i won't get addicted. And i lost 50 bucks yesterday. Thanks to Felipe Melo for the fucking own goal and got kick out for kicking Holland's arm and leg. Wow, please kick their face in the future if you are determined to get red card, Brazil will cheer for you for at least something. And don't ever kick for Brazil again - Shame! Holland, how i wish you could go back Holland and sleep now. Yesterday night i got so agitated and fucked up when i watched that match. I actually sat down and watch the whole soccer match. How awesome! But the first match i watched ever, fucking lost! Thanks to somebody i managed to calm down in the morning. I'm watching Argentina VS Germany tonight right after the dinner and hope i reach home on time! My mom said 4 years ago, they fought, so it will be a exciting match ya! Spain's also playing today! I wanna see how hot Fernando Torres can be that Yanping totally got obssessed with. I'm such a late soccer fan. But i should not put soccer as my top priority ya? Guensuk husband, i still love you, don't worry. Hahahaha! Last but not least, SNSD hwaiting! Shall go on to my latest drama, a old HK show though! "Withness a Prosecution" Might play Argentina tonight since Yanping say Argentina will win, Yanping don't let me down ok!!! Ok let's stop my nonesence about soccer now. I wanna rant about something.

What is online shopping? To me, is to get something cheaper than you can get it outside. To share fabulous apparels and items among girls. But, why is there girls who like to scam and lie? The reason i'm really getting pissed is, there was this girl called Grace Ong. She bought PSSYLA beads from me, and her attitude is not good AT ALL. She keep attituding me, ok for the sake of MONEY, i don't wanna argue with such immature girl. Since she didn't do things and insult me or my pride. Yes, i seldom attitude buyers but this girl fucking reached my limit and patience! She kept calling me to discount her - Which i did! And she said things i sold is very expensive. Hello girl, i'm selling prices that another blogshop sell. I even gave her the url and call her see herself and ask if the owner could give her the price and free gift. She say ok, so the day we met, she kept blaming me and blah blah. So i mail her another free gift, which thought she will be satisfied. No! She is not! She lied to me, she told me that she did not receive. So i asked my mom, she said she mailed and call me to tell the girl that Singpost can check whether they mailed or not and confirmed the address with her. She said the address is right and she insist saying that she did not receive until i tell her, "Ok, if Singpost said they mailed, and you receive, i'll blacklist you and my mom will visit your house and talk to your mom." She got a lil scared. And reply, "WTF? You blacklist me, i make sure a lot people blacklist you also. And nevermind la. I don't care la even if i received." Haha, i know she received and she said the address is her friend's address not hers, wtf! So i insist in going down Singpost and i told her i will go down now. She immediately replied, "You give me the address you mail again." I call her check her previous message and ta-da! She said, "Oh, it's my neighbour's address and i asked her already it's in her mail box." Wow nice one, she said it's her friend's address and became her neighbour. And she fucking didn't apologize. So i replied, "Lol k, then you don't need apologize?" She immediately said sorry and didn't reply anymore. Wow! Another one was, she want me to mail the item before she pays for me, what is that man? -.- Lamer. Nowadays girls are either immature, ill-mannered, gangsters or what sia! Readers, don't be as lame as them please! Shall end of my post here!

Life

2010-07-01T02:13:00.000-07:00

Hi! School as per normal till...
Till... Till..
11.30AM... Cheryl and i went to toilet.
So i was texting Amanda for our plan today.
So..
I went in the cubicle.
I just shut the lock and don't care.
So when i'm gonna pull down my pants -_______________________-
Something happened...
Something happened..
-

READ ON LAH.

SOMEBODY.......

JUST...............

OPEN.................

THE.....................

DOOR............

HAHA! Laughing right now? Wanna ask her if she saw anything!
I know you're laughing don't deny. Because whoever i tell them,
they just laugh their ass off. -_____________________________-
Haha, i think i told so many people is becoz:
I wanna ease my embarrassness of stress lah!
Haha alright stop rolling on the floor and laugh now, read on!

After school...
Thanks a lot to Supan, Jaslyn and Cheryl for sending me to the bus stop and accompany me to wait for a damn cab. But when they left, i just totally threw away my face! Haha, i can see that the primary school kid was laughing at me when....

I saw a cab coming in green light together with the big word "Taxi".
So i flagged for it, who knows there's passenger and the cab didn't change it.
-__________________- So.. i wait and wait...

Even though i sat cab, i reached home the time i bus home, whats the difference? Wasted $3.00!

So i actually waited 30 minutes for a cab to be empty, yes it was raining.
Thanks to this Taxi uncle who came before i started crying.

What a day ya?

Actually there was plan after school. But tuition literally clashed my plan and i have to go home. Sorry Pancake. Oh ya before that.....

Gonna wish:

AMELIA CHEAH -
A VERY HAPPY BELATED 14th BIRTHDAY! (29th June 2010)

Back to normal post.
Hais, i want to be simple in life.
I need not freedom, i need not relationship, i need not a very true friend.
I need not what majiority teenage girls want.
What i want was..
Life is as simple as seen on the Television.
I can study really hard if they want me to. I just require some friends who're harmless and have a pure kind heart, and don't mind my flaws. I can treat them really good provided they did. If you treat me not well and i found out actually you're mean and mind my flaws, thanks a lot, i'll treat you the same. My friends need not to be the same religion as me, even other races will do too. And sometimes, when i demand, i hope somebody could stop me for my desire. I could be good if life is that simple. Why? Why must things make me think that life is miserable? Sigh, stay tuned for next post gonna nap now.

2010-06-23T18:08:00.001-07:00

Lmao. I look so newb.

If i have a chance, i would either not born or pray that i'm not a Singaporean.
If my family wasn't here for me, i will just jump off the building and die.

I gave a card with long long post to my Dad on Sunday.
Writing everything to him..
It's been a long long time since we went out together as a family.
If you think i won't understand your feelings when it comes to family, sorry to say that you just don't know what am i going through, from my nearly 14 years of life.
I really hope somebody understands me together with my stress.

2010-06-21T18:40:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL'S REOPENING.
MEANING YOU ME THEY HER HE WON'T BE BORED ANYMORE HAHAHAHA.

Done your homeworks? I doubt so. Gambatte ok, hahaha.

I LUV GUENSUK.
I LUV SNSD.

Why everyone kanna obsessed by SHINee/SUJU/Superjunior/U-Kiss?!!!?!
And what more?

MAKE ME YOUR OBSESSION LAH!!!
THIS IS SERIOUSLY SO BORING, GONNA GO DOWN AND BUY FOOD.

MAD.

BOOOAIZ.

2010-06-17T20:50:00.000-07:00

I kinda overcome my phobia. I even took pictures of dogs, kewl isn't it? Yeah, Lwx gogo!

Just testing out my new phone's quality, quite ok.
Oh man! Gonna borrow some books. I wasted a review and 100 worthless phrases.
Well, i anyhow do one anyway. Lolzz. Why cannot use mockingbird?!!?!!??!

Screw you bitch

2010-06-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

Good

bye

cyberworld.

Time to be rewind please.
Or God, please..

Someone will replace you eventually. 8 will still be united.

Anyone can cure my insomnia?! Will luv you to da fuck!

2010-06-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

Life's so weird. Did you even know you made me feel fucked up every single day? When you're having so much fun with that bitch, i swear that i never ever hate a bitch so much before, except for one during primary school. Everything would be fine if i don't be petty. Fuck life. Life's so pleasant now for me. I'm sticking with mom every single day! Wanna let her know i'm a good girl. My insomnia didn't stop even till now. And a drama of 16 episodes, i spent like.. 2 months to complete it. Failure ah? Gonna continue now.

I HATE YOU BITCH. I SWEAR YOU RUINED EVERYTHING. GO AND DIE.

A little closer to tear.

2010-05-26T00:15:00.000-07:00

I'm AGAINST abortion.

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I'm a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can't hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just...

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak

Credits to Topix forum.

Hi! Kanna pissed by one crap today. Knn!!!

2010-05-25T01:29:00.000-07:00

In the end, i took the initiative to apologize. I went like, "Hey, anyway, i think i should apologize, for scolding you the "F" word. And i think you too ya? So yea.. Sorry," But after the text, i hestitated, what if she think she's totally not in fault?! But surprisingly, she replied, "Yep, i apologize for being rude too." Ok, happy ending? ;) So met her up just 2 hours ago.. She came in car, so there's this woman, dk is her sister, mom or grandmother, stared me all the way -_- I'll make sure your eyeball is being dig out. Well, at least, the girl still smiled me and said, "Sorry for being late." Ok, good? But kinda worrying though, she gave me back the money and spects, i took it in my shoe cabinet, because i'm afraid got curse or what. Lmao. I know i'm supersitious, so shutup. Bye! :) Roller blading is very fun.

I hope i've got no more insomnia tonight. 终于雨过天晴了~
I wanna get A1 for chinese for Eoy! :)

Where is justice.

2010-05-23T20:00:00.000-07:00

Am 100000000000000000000000 times pissed off by a owner yesterday. She's the one and only blogshop owner/ customer i shoot vulgars and attitude at! She exceeds my limit to the extend that i scolded "FUCK" at. But thank god! God saw what happened and he helped me something which really makes me feel good. Read on!: I requested to swap her black pumps and jack union tee in black. She agreed but i have to top up 25 bucks with my geeky specs, sure why not? Her pumps @ 20 and tee @ 20. Kinda worth yup? I can use my entire life to guarentee, she did not mention about the bad conditions neither she state in her blog. I even ss-ed. She didn't even went update when she lied to me she stated bad conditions. Just during da meet up day, she overslept and she blamed me for having last minute meet up. Oh god, we confirm da meet up on wednesday. And yup, she say she will rush down @ 1 plus when we're meeting @ 1.20. After she said she will rush down, she then inform me about da bad conditions, she said she stated in her blog. Yupz, so i ask her, what kind of bad conditions? She said, she glued the shoe before. Wtf? Ok fuck fine to this bitch. I said, i top up 11 bucks with my specs with her tee. She said no trades, she say she stated in her blog too, so how where she stated it?! I took ss later again that she did not stated no trades if im gonna blacklist her later on. She said no, i have to buy @ 18 bucks or she won't come down to meet me. When i travelled from bukit panjang (am @ grandma's house) to sengkang? What is this? She then told me stop pushing the blame to her when i did not ask how bad da conditions was. You know, i mean if she sell the shoes @ 20 bucks, the shoes must be @ tip top conditions right?! She's da one blaming me instead of me blaming her. So, i fuck compromised with her, i top up 20 with my specs for her both fcuking items which don't look chio at all. But wtf? SHE DON'T AGREE!!! She say 21 bucks top up or she won't come down. I feel like training to buangkok mrt at that time and see which bitch she is and bash her up. She even say, "If another text you bargaining, i'll not reply and go home." And so, i scolded "FUCK" to her. And she replied, "Bye i'm going home," NBCCBKNNCCBFUCKYOUTHISBITCHGOANDDIEANDBURNINHELL! People travelled so far and you just like that? FINE, 21 SHALL DO, 21!!!!!!!!! GET YOUR ASS DOWN. And she came down, i even ask Zhengni to snapshot her bitch face for me, but zhengni's phone quality cmi. SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA BEST PART CAME. God saw the guailan side of her and decided to help me. God actually helped me to get her fcuking keys! She left her keys inside da bag!!! <: I know it from the start but i kept mum. She called me umpteen of times but i just put in silent mode and vibration-free. Well, she made me wasted so much time, (2 hours of gracious time!) I'm gonna let her wait longer than i do. Fuck you bitch, hahahaha ;) And her shoes, wtf, she glued it with blue tack?!?! What is this?! Am calling her to refund my top up or say byebye to her keys, i'm gonna throw it @ Singapore River or Geylong sea. FUCK YOU BITCH.

-- To be continued --

Editted:
Hi readers, bet you guys wanna know the ending for this most outrageous thing you guys ever heard in your life. For a selfish bitch, though it's a dead end, she still wants things to go on her way. That's absolutely a bitch who MUST be burned in hell. Well, i'm really being very kind enough, if it's others, who have been forced by her like how i am being forced, would they even notify the bitch the key's with them? -.- they could jolly well, say no or reject calls. And throw the keys into the singapore river. I'm now giving her back keys just that, she have to pay 3 bucks of my transport fee (For travelling 2 times) she said i'm extorting her? Where's justice! However, i think she's the one extorting me instead. -.- She threatened me @ sat, remember readers? Ok so yesterday the bitch began using police to threaten me. Well, she's trying to report me with 2 charges, not returning her damn keys and extorting her. For your information, i did not even threaten her, how da hell am i gonna extort her? Does she have a brain? Well, she's the one extorting me. Remember? She said, "21 bucks, or i'm going home." and "Bye, i'm going home." Now, i did not even say, "24 bucks, or i don't return you the keys." Did I? No, i did not! From the start still now, i did not even mention about it! And for your information, she even checked the paper bag before passing it to me! So, if the key's is inside, meaning she have the intention to give it to me right? So that key's mine right! I can do whatever i want to it right! So where's justice? She say she's absolutely not in fault while i do. She even said, she asked a friend who is studying law. I really wanna ask, did your friend fail law or did you not tell your friend the whole story? I doubt she even have a friend who study law. I even called her to call her friend to revise the whole matter again. But hell this bitch, she insist that i'm in fault. She call me to name my terms, said 28 bucks @ sengkang, or 25 bucks with my specs @ sengkang, or 23 bucks with my specs @ cck. She did not agree! She said, 24 bucks with my specs @ sengkang. Fine, i just fcuking agree with it! But guess what? She lied! She change her terms last minute @ 12 midnight yesterday. Saying that, according to law, she don't have to compensate any crap! What the fcuk is this?! Where's justice! She say, 21 bucks with my specs @ sengkang today, if not police station meet. Wow, threaten me again, poor girl. But forget, this key is my property for now. So this morning, i became bold enough since i think settle in the police station would be best. But, what if i get back no refunds? With her 2 fcuking useless items left in my house? Maybe the thing she even left curse. (She's a bitch and she might.) This is the conversation in the morning when she changed her terms. Oh, i named her useless in my phone. Though it's a bit of insulting but... sigh.

Her: Hey, the deal is seal, there's no link with the keys. So now if you don't want give back the keys unless there's a deal. (Wtf she meant? Idk.) Is consider threaten. So i have the right to report to police. Since i can do collect my keys myself, so transportation fees is crap. This is all from my friend studying law. And me passing you the keys is an honest mistake. So not consider give. The picture will be useless. Just to tell you, i'll be telling the police about it. And no need to meetup tmr. But if you want, i can give you back your specs plus 21 bucks to treat it as nothing happened.

My views: Oh god, the most !!!! text i ever see in my phone. I think my phone will explode anytime thanks to you. She threatened me yet she tell me vice versa, i'm threatening? Oh god, she's the one giving me her keys on her own accord, my problem? Damn you bitch, go hell! I don't even bother to read on -.-

Me: Please don't change the terms yup. You stated the terms yourself. So no threatening. End the deal tomorrow, good night.

Her: Sorry no, i'm foolish to give in. I'm not giving in now, the police will settle it all.

My views: I should have tell her the key's not with me from the start. Fcuk this bitch for taking things for granted. And who's giving in here, it's me you dumb.

Me: Oh ya, for your information, do your friend knew that you accidentally stated your terms? Call your friend to revise the matter gain. That's not threat here. And please don't push your luck. I'm being a very good citizen here telling you your key's with me and am returning to you. I don't think there's fault being a good citizen. Oh ya. If you think just handphone number will do any report good, i think all scamming cases woild be close by now. Do consider you want me to mia now or return what i deserved. Sick and tired of your no and selfish message. Consider wisely.

Her: This is no scam, you've got my keys and i've got evidence you've got it. And police have your house number and address. I'm going to the police. Giving you last chance here. Twenty two @ sk today. And for your info, police make arrest just for a key. Yep, i'm sure. But you've underage. So we don't know what will happen.

My views: If the police have got my house number and address, there will not be any more teenage scamming cases. =.= Are you dumb? Should i report her instead? I feel like hiring a lawyer, just a cheap one can sure win the case. DUMB. And she fcuking dropped her price again!!!!!!!! And dumb, please get out of your most outrageous childish mindset, it's awkward to the max.)

Me: Er, police is no threat of me because i've already enquire one, i have absolutely no fault here so stop threatening me before i report to police instead. Did i rob your keys? NO. Did i force you give me? NO. For your info, you even check the bag before giving it to me. Meaning you gave me the key. So return or not, it's up to me. Do you even know that? And i could jolly well tell you that i'm not returning or i'll tell you that, no key's with me. I even have withness, which is my friend. Oh ya, my friend can't meet you today. So what time you can at cck?

Her: You sure? Alright. See you at the police station then. if i go cck it's twenty one dollar plus your item. As i say i'm going to the police. I've agree to refund but you don't want, so yah.

My views: I would prefer seeing you @ court, you bitch. And ass, stop assuming things i've never said. Did i say i don't want?

Me: Stop argueing with me. Do you know that your case is very the most silly and first case the police ever had?

Her: I need my keys today. At sk 22 bucks.

My view: Stop dropping your ridiculous price. You need or keys or not, not my problem.

Me: Tomorrow sk? My friend cannot today.

Her: How about we let the police decide. If you agree at twenty two at sk or twenty one at cck, tell me.

My views: Why da fcuk i have to go according your terms.

Me: Did i say no here? Please don't make any assumptions here before i report you with another charge. Since you said i extort and don't wanna return your keys when you gave me yourself. And you extorted me and threatened me too. Now? Assume things i never said. What the hell? Don't keep dropping your terms, since yesterday you threatened me with 24. That shall be, 24, FIXED. Keep your promise.

Her: Sure. Don't blame me if you got stuck w e shoes and tee and no refunds. I'm going to the police today already. Coz' you have no wish to return my keys if i don't give you refund plus extra money.

My views: Are you stupid? Extra money? It's transport fee! You wasted 2 hours of my gracious time. 3 bucks is a way too good for you! _l_ Don't dumb infront of me please.

Me: Ok, i'll let the police decide. Cause i'm not in wrong since i already enquired. :) Don't forget i have withness. Hm i assumed that the mrt station have CCTV ya? Hope it does and shows that you did checked the bag before giving me. Remember you gave me the key ya. Ok, i will wai for the police call. Please remain each and every message. Tell them how you extort, threaten, lie, assume. Oh ya. don't forget till now i didn't say i won't return. And those people who found things have got reward. And it's like more than it do. I only get 3 bucks which is not even my transport fee, i have to insomnia for one night. Oh ya, please show this text to the police. If not i'm gonna show. Thanks. For you saying the prevous text is not a threat, even at the court, ask your friend who is studying law or experience lawyer. Don't forget it's a common rule for paying transport fee. don't you know that? Oh... Please remember report what you did to me too. Just in case police misunderstood just because you made a false report. Don't forget you gave me the key and i didn't say i'm not returning. 23 cck with my item, my last term. This is also your term. Don't forget, if not you're extorting me too. Thanks for giving ideas of the "extortion" charge. (Oh man, and bitch, you offended me. Why am i helping you?)

Her: Nope. Sure i'd show the police everything. Let's see what will police do then. After seeing the vulgarities and all. I won't pay extra at cck.

My views: VULGARITIES AND ALL? HELLO DUMB, i merely said a "Fuck" other than that, nothing. And, i didn't say FUCK YOU. I said, FUCK. No harm to you ya? Dumb?

Me: Just one word of vulgarities? Lol i think the police will also feel that its you who forced me to. If you don't even bear to part with 2 bucks, please be more careful the next time. If it's others who you treat them like how you treat me @ sat. Do they even bother to reply so many texts and let you threaten? -.- Where's the justice man? You're now just forcing me to throw the key inside the Singapore River.

Her: Even if you throw, i've got evidence that you might be charged. Yep do be careful about your actions. I felt what i did was right, you wanted lower the price, which is wrong. ):

My views: Oh hi dumb, law isn't made to be played by dumbs like you! I think they will charged you for bubbling nonesenses and play with the law. Don't say and then go come to shoot yourself. So i think i'm right too, you tried lowering the price too -.- Are you dumb? Yes you are, absolutely.

Me: You sell tings with bad conditions and tell the buyer last minute. Er please, remember i'll not be charged or arrest man, please get off your childish mindset. Oh ya, didn't you just tried to lower the price too? Oh, you're in wrong too. Please remember that you gave me your keys on your own accord. So it's mine for now. It's mine. So what you make is false report. Just end it today. 23 bucks with my specs @ cck. Stop argueing. You know and i know, i'll win no matter what. Don't be silly. Can i know who you enquire for all these? Please ask someone more experienced. Oh ya, it's my key, so i can do anything i want to do to it. What you did was right?! Forcing a girl like that? Wow. I think the police will sympathize me more than finding your keys.

Her: Let them decide if that's what you think. I've already told you the defects. Sorry the key is my property and the key in e bag is a honest mistake.

My views: Lol, you said the side's you glued before, other than that, it's brand new. But, the shoes don't even looks new, and the both the shoes is peeling out -.- And you even blue tack it. Hahaha, dumb, you even checked the bag before giving it to me. Meaning you have the intention to give me your keys -.- What honest mistake? You big liar!

Me: Jut say ok for the next text, your no and nope texts is a annoyance. Wake up, selfish. If not met at bukit batok fire station. My dad will come with me, 21 bucks and my thing. My dad would like to have a chat with you.

Her: Maybe he could hear it from the police instead. Sorry i can't meet you there as i don't know where there is.

My views: My dad would absolutely prefer listening to the police then bitch like you wanna scam me. My parents would definitely support me, just that they will call me to stop all online shopping. You know why? To beware scammers like you.

Me: But you checked the bag remember you chcked. So you have the intention to give the keys to me. It's not just you losing keys in the whole wide world. -.- Ok? Bukit batok fire station.

Her: How you expect me to go when i don't know where that is. Mrt station then can.

My views: I thought some dumbs say wanna cab down? Very dua pai on saturday mah, why now? Don't wanna cab down? Lame.

Me: You say you will come -.- Can you stop lying? That really got onto someone's nerves. You said you will cab here, so just cab, yup?

Her: I can't, today nobody's gonna fetch me back alright.

My views: My problem? Do i have to care how you're going home? Who are you to me?

Me: You say you wanna cab here. Lol, bukit batok no charge.

Her: Can but at night.

My views: Ya right, thought my dad's very free.

Me: My dad at night can't.

Her: Mrt station. If you want, your dad talk ask him call i will talk.

My views: Ok sure and i will.

So in the end, i gave in. 21 bucks and my specs @ cck mrt stations. Well, ak say i should do sth to the keys before giving her, should i? ):

Turning you into ice.

2010-05-22T22:36:00.000-07:00

Liam Hemsworth.

Another hot guy there with his undies flashed. He looks totally meltz when he kissed Miley Cyrus at "The Last Song"!

Beethoven Virus.

This exactly explains what am i watching recently although this show had been broadcast since long long ago! I luv you husband. You look totally meltz and hotz inside. Your bald head meltz everybordeeeee!

Lee Ji-Ah.

The female lead in Beethoven Virus. She looks really pretty there right? I prefer her than Taeyeon though! Pretty to da max. But Taeyeon had also played a part @ Beethoven Virus! One of da song was sang by her. Taeyoen with great vocals there yup!

My husband.

Does he look kewl? Totally? Yes yes he do! Planned to share a picture of him and Lee Min Ho. Yupz, if my husband didn't chose to play the act "Kang Gun Woo" @ Beethoven Virus , he would be the current "Gu Jun Pyo" @ Boys over flowers!

Kim Myung-Min

Yueqin and some others knows why i detest this guy much. Wtf!!! But still wanna share his picture to Yueqin and some others who wanna know how he looks like. Yupz, i delibrately chose a better picture of him here.

Lastly, Adam Lambert!

I'm not that narrow minded to hate him just because he's a gay. So what for him being a gay? He got great voice and hot looks. But sorry to say, Adam Lambert is not suitable to sing "No Boundaries".

2010-05-19T00:29:00.000-07:00

Hi peoples, got back 3 shocking results today.. It's like a feeling that all my effort gone to the drain. I hate the feeling of heart popping out, ache or what. I'm sick and tired of every results. The feeling of failure. I hate it. Not even one distinction this time again. I hate the feeling. I've totally no confidence in DnT, Art, English, Geography. So let's not talk about it yup? And i feel Mr Foo is being sarcastic to da max. Just right before exam, he was like, "I'm sure you can do well this time round." Right after exam, he went like, "Wenxin, i think you should work more harder." Oh my god, what is this?! A form of motivation or encouragement? None of them please. I know some of you are laughing at my pathetic results, let's see again yup? Hope you burn in hell ok? Hope karma befalls you and haha i go. :) My mother got me a tutor right after school end when i call her to find one at around 11.30 am, kewl or what? Am calling her to postpone the tuition till june's over. Like what man! Don't spoil my holiday with tuitions. I still prefer Mrs Yau's though.. I don't like Uni tutors, they often find stupid reasons for not turning up to tuition. Not all, some. Well, ok goodbye! Feel like playing Rwj now. :)

2010-05-17T02:07:00.000-07:00

Is it so hard to have what i wished? :'(

Be back soon.

Please tagggg although there's only one or none once in a while.

-_-

2010-05-13T04:17:00.000-07:00

Hi. I'm not sure what happened to me this few days. I guess i'm just too stressed. My temper became so bad, my hair kept falling off, i've keep having that feeling that i'm down with some illness and will go on very very soon.. I don't know why. After reading Teenage's article i became like that, worry this and that. And my pimples.. like thousands of it already. S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D ): And i've been having headaches too. My body will feel very uneasy everyday.. Am i really sick? Will i leave everybody soon? I don't know..

Oh ya people, my appetite became so huge nowadays.

So how do i look now?

Tahdah!

2010-05-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

Hi!!! <: Was planning to post only after exams, but i'm backkkkk! First post for may, you all luv it or not. ^^ Am quite confident to pass my geography.

To you, you ~
I can be your mommy, if you need one.
I can be your family, if you need warmth.
I can be your best friend, if you're willing to.
I can be your everything, if you care.
Time go back, go back ~

Wonderful day with guailanyanping, yueqinalsoguailan, supanmostguailan.
Post again after exams, which is 18th may, goodbye all!

2010-04-29T04:22:00.000-07:00

This might be an insult to Justin Bieber's fans, but still:
Credits to Joon. Justin Bieber sure have a great sense of humour, yup?
Just fine, fcuk off my life. Just take it that i don't have a friend like you. To 3 people out there. What exactly you gotto give up on? I'm trying, but no matter how much i do.
JUST FCUK IT. FCUK OFF.

Flying kiss.

2010-04-23T20:26:00.000-07:00

I'm so sad!!!!!!! ): Hope chengyi can find money last minute. Husband i luv you so much. You're so fcuking kewt. I luv you ~ Too obsessed w jgs', fcuked. Yea yesterday saw my husband for a short while! Pictures took was not clear la, coz of my damn newb camera here! I need 168 bucks now!!! ): Once i got the money i'll rush to rock auditorium right away! Husband i luv you. Still considering what to give mom on mother's day.

Edited:
Oh god, really no chance going already! ): Hais, my husband is so kewt you know that.
He said, "Oh ok, kiss my ass." yesteday during his autograph session. Iluvmyhusband.

2010-04-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

Hey people, i was reading my chinese testbook with mom just now. After reading, i just lied down on my bed thinking, why? Everything i promised myself just could not fulfil it. Maths and geography and chinese tests on april. Getting 23/38; 14/20 and 28/50 respectively, i'm contented, easily contented. I found myself so useless, i studied and i did! Why am i wasting my time reading over and over again to obtain such results? Maybe i'm selfish, i just could not believe the fact that i'm deceiving myself again and again and i still have the cheek to call Yp to deceive herself with her grades? Oh, what a letdown. Why? Everytime i could not archieved something, i kept on deceiving myself that, like telling myself; this is what you expected, and so on and so fourth. I never came to understand the fact of me not working harder! I wished to, i hope my dad and mom could look at me more because they know i've got good results. Not i've the worst results, hence they look down on me! Sorry friends, i don't know what got into me that everytime after school i say i wanna go home. I also don't know why, i feel that the best way for everything is to coop myself at home. I really wanna work hard, and make it the first time my mother feels very proud taking my report book home, announcing the news to my dad. And just make my siblings shut their mouths up. I don't need wait till O levels to archieve all distinctions and show you, i'm gonna make you surprised during this time's Mye and all upcoming exams i'm facing. I believed i'm determined enough to change myself now. Oh right, really thanks friends that made me laugh all day long (: - Yueqin, Lien, Yanping, Jaslyn, Cheryl. Luv you guys.

2010-04-20T01:05:00.001-07:00

Might be seeing my husband this friday, i luv you husband. Depend im lucky or not ok. Made a new blogskin spend my fcking 4 hours. Oh ok, will try it on FF and IE before putting it kkk! :) Stay tuned.

2010-04-16T05:58:00.001-07:00

Hihi people! My blog officially passed away but who cares, haha!
OMG. I luv lien, yq, enni, pan and most importantly, cheryl, haha, thanks for making me laugh. And sorry yp! First day and time not talking to my mom, O.O mad woman, zzz. I have secrets, see you guys pro or not ok.

Oh fcuk, time please rewind, please just go back.
Felt so sorry to all of you, i know i'm the one, i spoils everything. Neither did i expect these though. I know some of you knows what i'm referring right now. I know you girls' hearts will somehow blame me. I'm so sorry.

2010-04-14T04:26:00.001-07:00

Hey, 10 major things happened in my life:
1) Got my dog paw bling earpiece. i luv it. But sound quality suck like..
2) Gonna get items and money from zn this saturday.
3) CCA this friday which sucks to da highest core here hello!
4) Gonna beat Yp at pool master by this week.
5) Today's maths test is very tough, wanna give up halfway.
6) Excited for geography's result although i know i won't do well.
7) Passed my chinese test, but with poor passing, i hate the feeling upon knowing it!
8) Am concentrating on watching K.O3anguo since wufu finished.
9) I NEEDA PACK MY MESSY ROOM.
10) NEED MONEY DESPERATELY. I'M SO NOT GONNA TOUCH MY TIGGER ANGBAO MONEY. SO DON'T TEMP MY TEMPTATIONS OR YOU SHALL DIE TERRIBLY :)

Shag dayz:
Morning bused to school ~ Saw yp that newb as usual. Art, mr asyraf didn't come; ah so boring. Science was ok, i luv science so much, should i thanks ms ng? Lol. Recess was a bore, something happened, haha someone cry :> Went to eat with pan and ak. Went up for english that super duper zuper luper guper boring lesson. But was quite ok today; laughed for a while :> Maths, oh god what a terrible.. terrible.. period ok. TEST TEST TEST. Sure gonna fail this test till die :< Mt was ok; with Cheryl lol! Coz' Jieling was doing her test behind, haha! We're talking about luv calculator. Haha i know my life's zuper boring -.-

2010-04-13T04:46:00.000-07:00

HIHI. I hope Yueqin don't do something foolish again when she saw this! Today D&T is so so funny ok!!! FUNNY TO DA MAX!!! Hope this picture enlighten everyone's mood! ^^ I love wufu!!! And when i'm seaching for this picture, JGS oppa's picture came out too, no wonder my husband charms is as powerful as wufu!!!

"POWERFULLLLLLL."

Wanna apologize to lien too; these few days busy with tests and facebook games. Don't worry, i will give you very very soon. Okok!!! I want go rush my revision then go watch my wufu ok!!! Everyone must watch hor, today last episode. Lastly, thanks girls making my day so happy!!! Yueqin; Amanda koh; Yanping; Supan; Lien and Jaslyn guo.

2010-04-08T04:08:00.000-07:00

Hey. Electricity shot up a lot this month so i won't be online that frequently anymore. How to watch K.O 3anguo. I know i'm very slow. Nothing much, bye!!!

Add on:
Well.. Dad's mood getting better. I think this marriage is somehow a bit saved. Hope my dad won't aggitate my mom anymore or vice versa. Neighbour came to complain just now; about the noise level my house made during night. Thanks to some-of-you-know-who. Well, it's true though! Early in the morning when i'm preparing for school, i can hear their laughter and screams. Oh my god; the face in this new environment is thrown away like god. They actually already complained few days ago to my.. maid. But we kept it from my dad. Who knows, they're so kia su that they complained to my dad again. Oh my god sia. We stopped already you know that. Kia su and weird neighbours i'm having. We didn't force them to open their window while sleeping ok. And their personalities, character and living style is totally so weird and different! Well, their own family have their own matters right? And you guys know what! My dad didn't scold my mom! In fact, he say ok he hope no such things happened again. Like miracles right?! But.. my mom still don't know how to tell him about the electricity bill. Thanks to some-of-you-know-who again who did not bother to switch off the electricity after use! I know i'm partly responsible too, cause i used the computer everyday. But i used it from evening to night, 9pm if there's school the next day only! At least i'd got the responsibility to switch off all electricity after using right? Oh god, hope this obstacle can happen with miracles again. Gotta save money for home now. Before my dad and mom went nutcases. So bye all for now!!! <: Maybe you guys won't see my post for a week or something unless some unfortunate stuffs happened to me again and i needa rant. Bye!!!!

2010-04-07T04:09:00.000-07:00

Hey, wanna share some pictures of worms/milipedes/caterpillars or whatever you called it. But my bluetooth doesn't want to work, boo.. shit.. lol. It's taken at the garden, caused by the kiwi plant my father planted. Neighbour's dog went lost just now, everyone was screaming her name. Yea, it's a female dog, it's oh very not appropriate to mention the name here. Might to offensive to some peoples, coz' the dog's name is like so so common! End up she hid in the hole which is a secret path to the fire station next to my house. Where the wild dogs likes to come in through there. I got phobia for dogs, oh my god. Today didn't took my standing broad jump, i kept giving excuses. Like yay please, no pull ups for today. I dragged the time. School end and went home with Supan, ate together before that. School's food is getting lesser.. The gravy especially, give so little, and made it even tasteless. The egg i had today, i think i had more inions than eggs. The chicken was somehow tasteless. The beany thing, well, i thought it will be jellish like how my father cooked it, but no, taste good. 2 bucks for that plate of rice is very not worth it. I could just have a bowl of noodles which have more servings. Went home and found something so angry and fcuked up; my green tea in the fridge is lost when i kept it so secretly already. Laptop crashed down for no reasons after used by my brother's friends. Manage to fixed it by taking out the battery and went to safe mode, log out and restart, finally can be shutted down! Even the charging part is fixed! Before that, the whole laptop can't be shut or restarted. Well, onlined and got a shock of my life thanks to tanyanping. I screamed my ass out. I let my maid watch it while i jump onto my bed and hide. So my maid went like.. "Yea.. The girl dancing, dancing.." Then i heard her loudest scream lol! She jitao come my bed and cling on my leg, worst still, she don't wanna let go. Lol!

2010-04-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

I know every quarrels involved me. ^^ Not the issue of fragile, it's trust and love.
For yp, almost everyday we're mad at each other, you all notice that? Just that we don't speak out. But sometimes, things got worst. We've to speak out, talk things out no matter what. I know it's me again. I knew it.. Yp, perhaps we really have to speak out. Keeping in heart and ranting to others aren't gonna resolve the matter. But the more we speak out, the more excuses you have. I'm really sick and tired of that. Really sick and tired you know, you say these today another those tomorrow. Sick and tired, really.

If friends having no quarrels, that's fragile! Because you kept everything to yourself. Without telling; how are you supposed to be carefree when you're with your friends? Come, speak to me. Tell me what to change/how to change and why to change. Ak said, quarrels makes us closer. Agree or not?

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2010-04-04T01:01:00.000-07:00

Changed songs. Enjoy ok! 2 angmoh and 1 chinese one. Nice, though all the front part boring only. Life's so boring! Just completed Roseate Love. No, not that nice. Not as nice as Hptx; Autumn's concerto; Yab; Down with love. Although Yab and down with love ending suck like some big core, still nice and laugh my big butt out. Sigh, days jgs is coming is nearing. Well well, let me recall what i did for the past week.. Basically nothing lol. Luv my blogsongs. Make me so high. Feel like dancing.

To you; For the sake for saving part of the friendship, i take back my last sentence. But this is for you; Wtf, I hate you. Did you even realised i'm so fcuking angry and pissed with you last thursday. You thought it is fun to leave someone alone in the rain while you just run away like that.

2010-03-26T02:51:00.001-07:00

26 March:
Another week passed just like that, as the sayings goes: Thank god, it's friday!
My mood is super good now.
Why:
Autumn's Concerto Part 2 is out, buying it tomorrow!
No one scolded me till now.
My dad unlocked my computer room.
Everything went smooth and right today!
And hope everyday is like today!
And yes. Mr Gilbert did a talk this morning:

Credits to: Window Live Messengers.
Earth hour 2010 Please participate for just 60 minutes on 27th March!And yes, which is tomorrow! Just switch off your lights @ 8.30PM for 60 minutes/1hour.
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Hi, did Ecarreers just now. The jobs i needa consider are jobs that i dislike, not my cup of tea. Well. Today's a happy day! Everything went well and smooth for me, so how are you readers?
- Today, i can't get myself to wake up again, so pushed myself to wake up only @ 6AM. Reached school about 6.50AM, almost fall in bus! Really have to write in and complain about those reckless bus drivers driving so recklessly especially 985, worst bus i'd sat before. Reached school, nothing to do. Boring like hellz. Was sleeping when my wife came and laughed @ the red patches left on my face because i slept for like.. 10 minutes? Was assembly then, another word boring. Yea, Geography was next. I'm sure you readers know i'm not gonna elaborate about it because you guys are the same as me, never heard people saying KT's Geography class is fun right? Knew it, knew it, haha. Mdm Jennifer's lesson was fine, she called me not to be a teacher in the future because.. STUDENTS TENDS TO GET ON TEACHERS' NERVES. Funny? Absolutely.. no. God, struggled and struggled, finally it's recess. Another boring period, but so what? Used to it.. used to it. After recess was maths, Mr Foo thought i'm gonna lend him my marker. But no, that's not my marker. Because he caught me drawing @ the board, i'm gonna let him confiscate it and yes, the marker's not mine. Struggling.. and finally struggled. English was last.. Damn Mr Lee, i was lying my head on the table, he knocked my table so i looked up, i was trying to cover up the red patches on my face because i remembered the morning incident, and he mistook me drooling from my sleep and tell the whole class about it. Damn him or not? Haha! And finally, thank god, bell rang rang rang! Went - RING DING DONG. Bused home with Supan after buying our daily essentials, hotdogs and greentea. Got home, and surprised, till now, neither of my family reprimanded me yet. Happy happy happy, no scoldings for one day is really kewl. Tomorrow is another busy day, out with girl-friends. Really hope to go overseas like: Thailand, Cambodia, Korea, Japan and nevertheless Taiwan again! Suddenly have the temptations. I feel like.. flying, ever heard of.. flying pigs?

2010-03-22T06:04:00.001-07:00

Hey. Today's a fcuking tiring day thanks to my sister who likes to disturb me every night. So was trying to talk alot -.- If not i will really fall into a deep sleep. So sorry ak if i disturbed you! And yea, angry with someboooordeh today. Fcuk you man, don't give me that face when i wasn't the one saying it in the first place. Control control, i must learn to have some self control man. Ok, my dad locked my computer room when i arrived home today.. So i went to watch down with love @ common area when i suddenly fall asleep and miss carmen's text. Can't lend someboordeh down with love CD cause i haven't complete it. My mom occupied the commonarea, my dad occupied my teevee and he locked up my computer room and my pathetic laptop here can't rotate my CD and i could not watch it!!! ): Unlucky day, hope tomorrow's a better day. Love friends ^^

2010-03-19T22:12:00.000-07:00

My maid good la. My mom hire her come to go out one. Zzz, i want stay at home or not she angry me. Coz she wanna go out? She text me this, " Its good for you, you can go out everyday. But me saturday only i can go out. Stay in the house so boring you know. Now i no mood to do out already. If your dad angry don't say my fault. Next time i better follow your mother. " She call me sit taxi then don't want pay money. Call me pay -.- Tell her rain stop first then go, then she angry me coz my dad's back. And the problem is: I couldn't even dial the taxi hotline now!!! -.- I need a taxi outside my house now!!!

2010-03-18T05:09:00.000-07:00

i miss 1d's life to da core. 2d is ruined, yes ty you! oh yeh, hihi! today was bombed by 2 peoplezzzz. i will kill you all one day, don't worry. however, i still got a great gain by not wasting 5 hours of my life. thanks ak! lol! not because of you, i wouldn't have had the courage to request to go home earlier, winks! and yes, be because of going home early, i could not get my badge, ah! wasted 4 hours of mine! listening to their crap lecture and all! i go there for the sake of my badgeyyy. because the pro me have had NO badge yet in my npcc uniform. so embarassing. and.. yes, i haven't took my test yet and im still a small small cadet. woohoo, gonna throw my face in front of my juniors in a few months' or weeks' time. please clap for me. anyway, yanping wants to snatch my jangguensuk. so please kick her ass out pleaseeee. tomorrow bs meeting on or not one? everyone not steady one. hehehe. byebye all. ~

BORING HOLIDAYZZZ.

2010-03-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

Hello, i don't get why i luv my janguensuk; my partial semi husband here so much. Ahhh, still considering whether i should get his fan-meeting tickets or not, 168 bucks leh!!! 168 bucks you know!!! Why can't it just be 16.80, lol! Of course i knew my jgs does not worth that little ;) Before that i was thinking whether to get 250 bucks or not, lol! But no more already. Ahhh, i luv jgs. <3 hehe, luv my friend so much; carmen, jaslyn, lien, amelia ~ might be changing my url and turn this blog into a private blog. still considering, hah ~ can't bear to change though, i used this url for so long already! give me suggestionzzz pleasezzz! I NEEDA CHANGE MY UNIFORM ASAP. Cause not nice.

BYEBUAIBEH!

2010-03-14T20:59:00.001-07:00

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DON'T SHOOT ALL PROBLEMS AT ME AT ONCE LAH GOD.